I wont give up on you

DM

With rage running through my veins I told Sophia I'm going to the bathroom, but I stormed into my room grabbing my phone and sent a tweet.

"I DON'T KNOW WHO YOU PEOPLE THINK YOU ARE, WHOEVER TOOK THAT PICTURE TRIPPED ME UP AND NIALL OFFERED THE MONEY BECAUSE HE SPILT HIS DRINK ON ME I DID NOT BEG FOR IT! AND FOR ALL OF YOU GIVING ME HATE TELLING ME TO KILL MYSELF. THAT IS NOT FUNNY, PEOPLE COMMIT SUICIDE EVERYDAY FROM PEOPLE LIKE YOU SO JUST LEAVE ME ALONE. IM DONE!"

I sat there and let the tears come over me, I was numb, all my emotions were gone and I felt worthless, like I was a nobody. And then I decided to send another tweet saying:

"DO YOU KNOW WHAT? THANK YOU. THANK YOU HATERS FOR LETTING MYSELF KNOW IM A WORTHLESS PIECE OF TRASH THAT NOBODY CARES ABOUT, AND TO MY SUPPORTERS THANK YOU, TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY I LOVE YOU, WITH ALL MY HEART BUT I'VE COME TO REALISE THAT I AM NOT WANTED IN THIS WORLD! SO GOODBYE I HOPE YOUR WISHES COME TRUE..."

And with that I threw my phone and the screen cracked. I didn't care I couldn't take it anymore, I went into the bathroom being careful not to let Sophia hear and I grabbed the pill bottle and one by one they were gulped down my throat... I let the darkness come over me...