depressed

depressed part one

When I was in like seventh grade my family started falling apart. My mom got a new boyfriend and I hated him and I started self harming myself and no one knew because I didn't tell anyone. My family told me I was fat all the fuckimg time and I felt like I was an outcast in my family and I felt like no one loved me because I was to ugly. I felt like no one understand me. I hate everything about myself. I'm ugly and fat and stupid. I felt like a complete fuck up. I knew I fucked up there lives but I wasnt trying to I'm sorry I'm nobody.
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I'm just the girl the whole family picks on because they had no one else to pick on so the pick on me.
'When will it end' I think to myself
" GET YOUR FAT ASS OUT HERE YOUNG LADY" yells my mom
I walk out there as I see my mom and step father in the living room "FINALLY YOU GOT YOUR SULTTY ASS OUT HERE" my dad yells at me as my mom walks outside.
" IM GOING TO THE BAR" my mom yells as she gets in the car and leaves my step father starts at me
I walk and sit on the floor where they tell me to sit my step father picks me up and sets me on his lap
"You feel that?" He asks
"F-feel what dad" I said
" you don't feel how hard I am maybe let's take these shorts off of you" he says as he takes my shorts off my I know I try to stop him hell hurt me and cain me out side like a wild animal
"D-dad w-what are you doing?" I ask
"You feel it know?" He asks while grinding on me
"Y-yes I feel it" I say as I blush
"Good. Now take your cloths off" he says I don't listen to him. He grabs my throat "I SAID TAKE YOUR DAMN CLOTHS OFF LET ME SEE THAT SEXY BODY I'M GOING TO FUCK UP!!" he yells at me. I take my cloths off
"Th-the-there...." I get cut off by him kissing me I push him away
"Bad choice" he rubs my clit fast so he can see how wet I am
"D-dad wh-wh-wha-what are you doing" I moan softly
"I'm gonna fuck you!"
( worning there will be rape coming up)
He pins to the ground and rubs his fingers on my clit. I moan
" god Rose your such a little slut" my brother say as he see me pinned to the ground
"GO TO YOUR ROOM GAB" my step dad yell at him
Will guys i all write more tomorrow km tired as FUCK have a good night and I hope you liked part of my store