Thinking big

It would be cool if people would consider themselves as talking brains as I do.I even talk with my brain.. and I don't consider it weird for no reason at all.

It all started when I was talking alone, while watching a TV information-show about human brain. It was late at night... I use to have insomnia every night. So i spend my nights with intellectual TV-shows, because I take it if day by day I go to school and learn new things, why shouldn't I be happy that I have got insomnia and so I can learn night by night new things also?! I always do it. I always transform negative things in positive ones.

I even used to do this for others, so I can help them but in the same time so I can not stay alone as I usually stay.. until I realized I get no feedback, they just say 'thank you' and go and I eventually end up to my usual form: loneliness caused by different mentality.

What I actually realized when it finished, it's the fact that we are basically controlled by our brain and what we say, it is demanded by it. So, poorly said, it talks through us. We think we are intelligent, but it is the one who decides it.

You know, I always heard of the 'fight' between heart and brain. And my opinion it's that both are important, but that's for our body. Generally speaking, I think brain it's for success and heart stands for failure. I am the one of those (and few, nowadays) people that take the brain 'road' in their lives. Some of them take one, and then just simply change to the other when they realize what's the best for them.

What they don't see, though, it's the possibility to turn out it is too late. That's why I took my own way early, so I can accommodate and convince myself in time that this is the best for me, and that there would be no reason to take any other road.

You may wonder why I choose the brain. It is okay to wonder, if you didn't take a way already in this circumstance. But if you did, then it isn't called wonder, it is called curiosity, and you should stop reading, because curiosity is good for nothing at all. Why? Because, let's just say you took already the way I didn't, and after seeing what I have to say, I may unconsciously make you change your mind. That's not bad, because how I already said, we are just a few people to take this road. But what if it is too late for you?

I think you have a decision to make.