MY FIRST LOVE

Upside Down

When I go to school my friends greeted me and they were also happy for me. I have my hopes high about us. I even day dream that we last long and be happy

but at the start of our relationship I thought we would talk more often and become closer to each other but I can feel that his ignoring me. He became cold, I even chatted to him first but I feel his not interested anymore. I was beginning to worry and have some doubts about what he really feel.

Days pass by and he is still like that.

On our 4th day, my friend’s boyfriend tell us a situation about his so called friend and ask our opinion about it. I can’t think straight and answer it because there’s something that I feel strange about the situation, it’s like my situation right now. And after that, they were talking about something important, like a secret but I can feel it’s about me, about us.

That day he also said that we’ll go home together so I waited for him even if they’re practice is until 7 pm. I waited for him because I want to talk to him but I waited for nothing. I only knew from his team mates that after their practice he immediately went home without seeing me even for a second. That night I check if his online but he’s not. *sigh*

It’s Saturday, we have to go to school because there is a sport's activity. As I arrived at school my bestfriend talk to me and she said “Did you see his status?” with a worried face. I ask her what it is but she only said that she forgot the exact words and it’s better that I’ll be the one to read it so I started to worry about that status thingy. I ask one of the representatives of our organization if I can borrow her phone and she let me.

As I read his status and I feel strange about it and honestly I was a bit offended. I can’t remember the exact words but it’s something like “I thought I already know you but I guess I’m wrong.” After reading I can’t focus anymore and a few hours later the basketball players came. His team mates join us but he didn’t. It feels like he was really avoiding me. But why? Is it because of the status but he’s the one ignoring and avoiding me.

Until that sad afternoon came. I decided to talk to him but instead he let his friend talk to me and tell me something that really broke my heart that time.