MY FIRST LOVE

Reasons..

But you wanna know the reasons why he broke up with me? The reason his friend said or the real one? Did you remember that he tell his friends about us? Well not only his friends but also his classmates but I didn’t know that he would use it. He said that our relationship was too public in our school and he doesn’t like it but in the first place he’s the one who tell it to them. Funny right? Hahahaha! He’s such a liar. Well that’s the reason his friend said.

But the real reason?

It’s more painful than him breaking up with me.

On our 5th and last day, my friend texted and tell me that she already know that we broke up and ask me if I know the reason why. On that time I thought that was really the reason so I texted her back and said “Yes I know” but I wasn’t expecting for her reply to be like that and I was more shocked. Well it’s “You already know that he really like your bestfriend and not you? I’m sorry about not telling it to you before” and I was like “Huh?” so she replied “OMG! So it’s not the reason he tells you. I’m sorry” I only said “It’s okay at least I now know what’s his real reason and thank you for being honest with me” and you know what? His friends already told my bestfriend that she’s the reason why he broke up with me but they didn’t even tell me the truth. That’s why it’s more painful. He only use me to be close to my bestfriend and it’s true that he really didn’t like me. I was a fool for believing in all his lies but as what I said I didn’t regret everything that happened.

I admit I was really hurt, I even cried for days, weeks, and months.