I Need U (A BTS fanfic)

Chapter 4

   (So it'll get crazy in here. Hope you'll enjoy anyways)!

   Jin's POV:

   Ever since I got beaten and ever since we got suspended, I've been more depressed than before. I have suicidal thoughts in my mind. I keep saying no. I keep thinking about the people I'd leave behind. Namjoon, Yoongi, Hoseok, Jimin, Taehyung, Jungkook, my parents. They'd all miss me. As I stood in the bathroom, I looked at my razor. I went to grab it but I stopped myself. No. Stop it Jin! People will be disappointed! Your parents will. Namjoon, Yoongi, Hoseok, Jimin, Taehyung, and Jungkook will! I soon got a text. It was from Jungkook. It said, "wanna come over?" I answered back saying yes and I soon left. I put those suicidal thoughts at the back of my mind and focused on having fun with my friends. As I walked over to Jungkook's house, I saw a few of my classmates. They were a few of the people who cheered for the bullies to win the fight. I looked back ahead as I didn't want any trouble. Then, they walked towards me. I continued walking faster. They caught up with me. One of them shoved me against a wall. I stood there petrified. "Everyone's glad you and your friends got suspended. They wish you were expelled. Including us. We want you expelled." The kid said. They pulled out a knife. Tears blurred my vision as I didn't wanna die like this. "Other than getting expelled, we want you to not exist anymore. And I see, we're all getting our wish today." The kid said raising the knife. "STOP!!! LEAVE HIM ALONE!!!" Someone screamed. The kid punched me in the face and punched my stomach as they ran off. I sunk down to the ground in pain. Tears streamed down my cheeks. I looked up. It was Namjoon. He was the one that screamed. He ran towards me and rubbed circles on my back and hugged me. "Jin, are you ok?" Namjoon asked. I nodded still crying. Namjoon buried my face in his chest as I cried. We stood like that until I calmed down enough.

   Namjoon's POV:

   I helped Jin up and wrapped my arm around his shoulders. "How'd you know I was here?" He asked. "You didn't respond to Jungkook's texts and he got worried so I went to find you." I answered. He looked at his phone. A bunch of texts from Jungkook. His eyes widened. Jungkook was really worried. Jin texted him back saying, "I'm ok Kookie. Don't worry." Jungkook soon responded after a second saying, "OMG thank God! Are you ok?!" Jin answered saying, "Yeah. I'll explain when I get to your house." Jin and I walked over to Jungkook's house. We opened the door. Immediately, Jungkook ran over and hugged him. He looked like he was crying. "Thank God you're ok! Jungkook was crying his eyes out!" Yoongi said. "What happened out there?" Jimin asked. "I got jumped." Jin answered. Jimin sucked in a breath. Hoseok scooted over to him. "Breath Jimin. Breath. Don't freak out." Hoseok said. Jimin is so scary when he's angry. "By who?" Taehyung asked. "By some classmates. They cheered for those assholes in that fight." Jin said. Everyone shook their heads. "That's when I found him. They had a knife too." I said. Jungkook's eyes widened. His grip became tighter around Jin.

   Jin's POV:

   Everyone including Jungkook were talking about fucking up those kids that jumped me. I felt guilty. They shouldn't be talking about fucking people up because of me. I'm just a burden that's all. I decided that maybe at the end of this week, I'm going to take my own life. I'll feel bad, but it's for the best.

   (Damn. That was crazy. Jin is thinking about suicide, got jumped, and saying he's actually gonna commit suicide. Poor Jin. But on the bright side, Hixtape came out yesterday!!! I'm so happy for our sunshine, J-Hope. He deserves all of the support he's getting. Hope you enjoyed)!