I Need U (A BTS fanfic)

Chapter 6

   (Ok. Part two of the sad chapter. Sorry! Trigger warning here! I'll let you know when).

   Jin's POV:

   Today. Today's the day. The final day of my life. After I get home from the place I'm supposed to meet the others at, I'll finish writing my suicide note and take my own life. I grabbed two of my cameras for recording and taking pictures and went to the place. (A.N, BTW, it's the place in the Prologue video that I spoke about in the beginning). I climbed the wall when I got there. Everyone else was here hugging and talking. I got out my video camera. I started recording them. I'll miss them so fucking much. Then, Jungkook looked up. "Oh look! It's Jin hyung!" Jungkook said pointing at me. Everyone looked up. I stopped recording and jumped down. "How long were you up there?" Taehyung asked hugging me. "For a few minutes." I answered. "Stalker!" Yoongi yelled. I laughed. I got out my video camera and turned it on. Taehyung, Hoseok, and Namjoon made faces to it and acted silly while Jimin, Yoongi, and Jungkook were next to them laughing. It's funny how they could change when there's a camera around.

   Hoseok's POV:

   We played around alot while Jin recorded and took pictures of majority of the day. Jin even took a picture of me sleeping with Yoongi bending down and giving the peace sign. Then Jungkook joined in. I laughed when I saw that picture. "It's getting late guys. I think we should head home. Besides, we have school tomorrow." Taehyung said. "True." I said. We all went our separate ways. Before we all left though, Jin acted really weird and hugged all of us tightly. I'll ask him about that tomorrow at school.

   *Trigger Warning Starts*

   Jin's POV:

   When I got home, I finished writing my suicide note and put it on my bedside table. I put my two cameras on top of it. I went to the bathroom and closed it. I turned on the water. Once it was full, I turned it off. I put a cloth down the drain so the water won't go down. I broke apart my razor and grabbed the blade. I stepped into the tub fully clothed. I rolled up both of my sleeves. I stuck the blade on my left wrist first. I then proceeded to slit it making it very deep. I cried out in pain. I then clamped my lips shut so my mom wouldn't hear. I proceeded to slit the other wrist. Blood was coming out pretty quickly. I leaned back to the wall. I was slowly losing consciousness. My life then flashed before my eyes. I saw my parents, the fun times I had with them and everything. Then, I saw Namjoon, Yoongi, Hoseok, Jimin, Taehyung, and Jungkook. Oh God. I'll miss them more than anything. Then, darkness overcame me for the final time.

   *Trigger Warning Over*

   Jin's Mom's POV:

   "Jin! Can you get down here please!" I yelled. I was trying to get him to come down to help me with something. But he wasn't coming. My husband looked over at me. "I'll get him." I said heading to his room. I opened it. He wasn't there. I know he came back home after seeing his friends. There was a note on his bedside table. On it, were two cameras. A black video camera and a pink Polaroid camera. I went over to it. I grabbed the note.

   Dear Person Reading This

   So, by now you found this. Listen to me, I'm dead. Nothing can change that. I went through alot during school. Bullies, getting jumped, getting suspended, being hated by people. So, Mom, if you're reading this, I'm so sorry I did this to you. I love you so much. You were the best mother ever. You see those cameras? I need you to get Namjoon, Yoongi, Hoseok, Jimin, Taehyung, and Jungkook together when they're ready, and show them the pictures and videos. Have them look at our memories together from the last days of my life. Dad, same goes for you. You were the best father ever. Do the same I told Mom to do with the cameras. Please Mom and Dad, tell my friends I loved them so much. Tell them they were like family to me. Tell the school that they were the cause of my death. Everyone from the students to the teachers. I'm so sorry.

   Love, Kim Seokjin aka, Jin

   Tears streamed down my cheeks as I finished reading the note. I threw it down on the bed. "JIN!!! JIN!!! BABY WHERE ARE YOU???!!!" I screamed. I threw open the bathroom door. There he was. Sitting in the tub bleeding from his wrists holding a razor blade in his left hand. "OH MY GOD!!! JIN!!!" I screamed. My husband came rushing in. "JIN!!! NO!!!" He screamed. "CALL 911!!!" I screamed holding my son's body close to me. Then after a few minutes, the paramedics came. They took Jin's body. I really hope he'll be ok.

   (Damn. I feel bad for writing this. I'm sorry if this was triggering to you. But anyways on the bright side, today's my 14th birthday! This is my birthday present to you guys. Hope you enjoyed).