Danger // Taekook

Chapter 33

~Taehyung~

I stared at him not knowing what to do. I stood up and moved aside about to head inside. "Don't say things you're not sure." A hand was then placed on my wrist turning me over. Jungkook looked angry as he kept quiet and continued to stare. I pulled my hand out of his and went towards the door and opened it, "I think its time for me to leave." His anger turned into shocked. "Tae, let me help you." He tried to reach out for me, but I just continued to move away.

"Jungkook, don't you understand, I may be able to hurt you and I don't want that. I don't know if I can ever stop feeling this thing that I have inside of me. So please, leave me alone." Even though I said that, I just wanted him to come into my arms and hold him. But I knew it is stupid of me to even think that Jungkook and I could actually be happy. No matter how many times he says he isn't afraid of me, I know he is after he saw what I am capable of.

"Taehyung!" My eyes went wide at the harshness of Jungkook's voice. "Taehyung! This is not just about you. What about me? What should I do?" I stood there not being able to move. Please don't make this harder than it is. I looked into his eyes which was clouded with confusion. I turned around and went through the door, closing it before going upstairs.

"Just remember you pushed him away first." I turned around and saw Hobi in the shadows before moving to go outside. I bawled my fist and slammed my door shut not caring if I woke up the others.

~Jungkook~

He left me. I crumbled to the floor and stared at the grass emotionless. A hand was placed on my shoulder and a spark of hope filled me up. I quickly looked up expecting Taehyung to be there waiting to take me inside, but instead I was met with Hoseok looking at me as if I was going to break any moment.

"Kookie, are you okay?" I wanted to yell out and ask if I looked like I was okay, but I kept it inside. After all, he was just trying to help and I shouldn't place any burden on him. I gave the brightest smile I could muster up. "Yup, I'm good. We should head inside and go to bed now." He stared at me as if not believe what I had said, but let it go. He held out his hand for me to take and I didn't think twice before accepting it.

We both walked inside and into his room since insisted on me sleeping with him for the night. I laid next to him not knowing if I should say something. I wasn't tired after the talk that I had with Tae and I most definitely didn't want to tell Hoseok about it.

I closed my eyes trying to force myself to go to sleep. It finally took some time before I knocked out cold.

Yesterday was the day that I received the bad news of an amazing star who had left us behind. All I ask is for people to take caution in what they post. Hope you enjoyed the update and let us keep the happy memories of Jonghyun with us ~ I r I s