Miles Apart

Chapter Three

A MONTH LATER
  Zoe's POV
Okay so me and Sky are really close now honestly. She knows a lot about me that most if anyone doesn't know. She's so sweet and relatable. We've literally been talking every single day. Especially on the weekends, I'd stay up til like 3 AM just to talk to her. She was funny as hell and just all around amazing. I mean. Wow. Wowowowowowowowowowow. I'm like.. fangirling over a friend. That's sad. I mean. Okay I think I'm completely insane. There's no way in hell this girl I met a month ago has made me crush on her. I don't get crushes. Ever. Not since... well. That's a long story. But anyway I don't like anyone. I can't. I don't feel things like that anymore. It's just not me. I don't commit to relationships or anyone for that matter. I never will. Never again. I won't do it again. She hurt me. And I ruined everything. I can't do it.

   Skylar's POV
Okay so maybe this is a joke. Right? I'm playing tricks on myself. It's a joke. Yeah totally. Yep. Yep. Yep. Shit. It's not a joke. I hate myself. Oh god. Fuck. Shit. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. I need to stop. No. I do not like Zoe. Nope. Not at all. I should cover this before someone sees. All of this was running through my head while I was at school. I don't believe I just did this. I was just randomly doodling and it got to the point where I didn't even know what I was drawing and when I finished it was... well... like... it was a little sketch of Zoe's name with hearts and flowers and a kissy lips. What. The. Hell. Is.  Wrong.  With. Me. Not only did I just technically kinda meet this girl but I met her on the internet. She could be a catfish that I've told all my secrets to. But... no that's stupid. She's amazing. She really is. She's literally the most trustworthy person I know and respectful to the people she likes/loves. She makes me feel weird. I think it's a good weird though. I never really thought about feeling that much. Well romantic feelings. I mean I knew I was bi but I never actually liked anyone unless band members count. But anywhore. I just have to forget this feelings. If it's a crush it'll go away. She wouldn't like someone like me anyway. She's too gorgeous in the mind to like me.