EXO LOKOHAN 101 v.2.2

Kriseu who gave the galaxy to me

I'm fckin' hurt by your situation.  You've been with me for almost one year. It really hurts me to see you hurting right now. Oo hindi ikaw ang pinakauna kong nakilala sa EXO. At oo si Luhan yun. Pero ikaw yung minahal ko. Pero nagpapasalamat ako kay Luhan. Dahil kung di ko nakilala si Luhan hindi kita makikilala. Di ko makikilala ang buong exo. Sabi nila cold ka. Bish ka. Pero alam ko hindi ka ganun. Behind your cold image is a very warm-hearted guy. I really admire you for that. Imagine isa kang Chinese pero tumira ka sa Korea at winelcome mo culture nila. Ang hirap kaya nun. I really salute you my bae. Kaya nung nakilala ko lahat kayo. Ikaw talaga yung nagpatibok ng puso ko. Kahit iniinis ka nilang kababa at malaking gums okay lang sa akin. Iniinis din kiya kita nun. Pero the way na inisin kita may pagmamahal yun. Your imperfections are what I love most in you. To be honest, parehas lang tayo pero di ako magums. Nangayayat kasi ako ng bongga. Alam ko ikaw din pumayat ng bongga kaya ayan naging effect. Pero don't worry nakakagwapo yan sayo. First fandom ko to. Dahil dati di naman ako ganito sa 2ne1 at big bang and cn blue. Ikaw naging inspiration ko. Ikaw yung nagbigay light sa buhay ko. Kahit sabihin ng iba ang OA ko. Fck you. Di niyo alam nararamdaman ko. Pero seryoso alam kong naOOAhan na yung iba sa akin. But who cares anyway. Wala akong pake kung ijudge niyo man ako. Its natural naman. Pero kung si Kriseu ang ijujudge niyo walangya kayo. Masasapok ko kayo at hahampasin ko pwet niyo. Siya kaya ang ultimate bias ko since forever. And no matter what his decisions are todo support ako till the end. Nabalitaan ko na may sakit ka. Sana magpagaling ka. Coz I love you very much. Gusto kitang pakasalan. Gusto kitang alagaan. Gusto ko ako yung katuwang at katulong mo kapag hirap na hirap ka na. Pero ito ako hanggang sulat lang. Pero I pray for your health. I pray that everything will be okay. Thats the only way I can communicate with you through my prayers. Lets all pray together coz we are one. At mas powerful ang prayer if we do it as one. Yes its so dumb to fall in love with an idol. Coz he doesn't even know that I exist. That I'm just one of the crowd who loves and support you. But who cares. People will forget you but remember this, I'll never forget the man who gave the whole galaxy to me without even knowing that he gave that to me. I only asked for one little light from the stars but you gave me every little stars and galaxy. I love you. Alam kong impossible na maging wife mo ako but I tell you, kapag di ka pa nag-asawa ten years from now I'll be your wife and doctor. Sana mahintay mo ko. Alam ko kung aalis ka man sa exo babalik ka. Ikaw kasi yung nagbubuo ng exo. Exo planet without galaxy? Oh its incomplete. Ikaw na nagpasaya at nagpapaiyak at nagbibigay pain sa akin ngayon. No I don't blame you for the pain this cause me. I blame myself for that. Please take care of your health. Ayoko na mas lalong lumala yang sakit mo. Sa exo showtime na binigyan mo ng saya ang milyong milyong fans mo with your silly and funny little things you do. I'm so proud of you na naeendure mo yung mga sakit at yung training. I'm a proud wife, bae of you Kriseu even if you didn't know I even exist. Sa mga nagkakalat ng mga mali maling balita. Hutang na loob tama na. It gives me alot of pain. At naiinis talaga ako na nababalitaan kong nasasaktan na pati yung ibang members. Ganun ba sila ka mindless and heartless? I'm gonna shoot you! LETS ALL BELIEVE THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY. WE ARE ONE RIGHT? Remember you're the only one I want to annoy for the rest of my life Kriseu. I love you. <3 If I had a star for every time you brightened my day, I'd have a galaxy in my hand. You see how much you mean to me? You see how much I love and care for me? Even though you don't even know me.