*Louis P.O.V.*
I hate myself now, I'm a monster and I didn't choose to be. As I take a good look in the mirror at myself I don't feel the same at all. I can't go anywhere near my sister or Ella I don't wan't to hurt them. I might be this thing but they haven't I guess trained me to forget about my feelings. I'm still me and I'm going to keep it that way as much as I can. I don't want to end up acting like Harry. As I'm in deep thought I get bumped into while I'm looking into the mirror. It's Harry and he looks a little pissed.
"Get the hell out of my way!" He yelled
"You okay man?" I ask hesitantly
"Do I look okay?"
"No just had to ask." I said
"Don't ask questions you already know the answer to." He said as he walked away
I followed him because I wanted to know what he planned on doing with me.
"You know I don't wanna be like you, right?" I say
He turned slowly towards me and had a blank stare. He walked over to me and looked me dead in the eyes.
"Do you think I asked to be this way? Do you think any of us asked to be this way? No so stop telling me what you don't want and start thinking about what you can do to survive in this house. I helped you once and I'm not helping you the next." He said
"Wait what do you mean help? I said walking after him once more
"I got you your first meal and now it's time for you to get your own, whether it be those two girls up stairs or you go out and get one yourself."
"I don't want to kill again though I'm not a killer. An asshole maybe but no murder."
"Well in about seven hours you're gonna get very hungry and it's gonna be like you haven't eaten in years. You will eat the first thing that has a pulse trust me. My advice to you is to get as far away from here as you can if you don't wanna hurt your sister or your friend." Harry says
"I thought you weren't gonna help me?" I say sarcastically
"Wasn't help just a warning." He says as he shuts his door in my face.
I walked all around the house and had no idea what to do. I don't wan't to kill anyone again but I lose control like I'm some kind of animal. I'd rather die than hurt anyone again especially my girls. I thought for about two hours and that meant I only had five hours left before I go crazy again. Then it came to me, Harry told me I need to be far as far away as possible from the house if I don't want to hurt the girls so I will go but I need help from Ella.
I walked up stairs to her room and knocked on the door
"Come in." She said as I open the door
"Hey El" I say quietly
"Oh my god Louis you're alive!" she says as she jumps out of bed and hugs me
"I miss you. Haven't seen you in almost two weeks." I say with a small laugh
"I thought you were dead I haven't heard from you and, oh thank god you're okay."
She was talking some more but I couldn't hear her talk all I could hear was the sound of her heart. All the veins in her were showing and it was making me want her really bad.
"Louis are you okay?" she says snapping her fingers in my face
"Um yeah I, uh, I need you to help me with something no questions asked please."
"Louis you know I hate the no questions asked rule." she said
"Hey you owe me a no questions asked. Remember when you wanted pizza really bad and you needed help no questions asked and you were dressed like a pizza. Ya you owe me a no questions ask."
"I told you to forget about that day. It was a tragic day but I got that damn pizza, but I'll help. What do you need?" She asked
"Come with me and I'll explain when we get there." I grabbed her hand and walked out of her room
I lead her to the front door and tell her to stay put right there and I'll be back. I go and get the chains I found outside, get the car keys, and check to see if Harry is watching me and rush Ella out the door. She stays quite and I open the car door for her and then get in. I start the car right away and drive away from the house.
"Where are you taking me Louis?" Ella asked
"I'm going way deep into the woods and I need you to tie me to one of the biggest trees that there is with those chains in the back seat."
"Are you crazy you'll freeze out here or the wolves will get to you." she said
"Ella I need you to trust me please. After your done drive straight back to the house okay?"
"Louis you can't-" I cut her off
"Ella please this is serious. I don't want to hurt you or my sister or anyone really, please Ella."
"Okay Louis but you're crazy for doing this, and what do you mean you don't want to hurt anyone?"
"No questions asked remember Ella and you can't tell Payton."
"Fine."
I got far enough into the woods and turned off the car. I opened the door for Ella and got the chains from the back seat.
"Here you go." I said handing Ella the chains
"I don't get why you need these big of chains Louis. I also don't get why your doing this and I don't even have my license with me to drive."
"What? Is a wolf gonna pull you over and write you a ticket for it?" I say laughing
"Shut up." She says while rolling her eyes
I laugh and then get caught off guard once again by the sound of her heart and the blood running through her. The urge is getting stronger and I know she needs to go fast.
"Ella, yo- you need to hu- hurry." I say
"Don't rush me you're the one that's being crazy and doing this."
I went quite and tried not to focus on her but it was so loud and I wanted her. I was being to want to break free from the chains not noticing what I was doing.
"Louis do you want me to stop?" I heard her say
"N- No keep going and hurry!"
She ran faster around the tree and something was taking over my whole body and I let out a huge scream. It scared Ella I know because her heart started to beat faster.
"Louis I'm not going to leave you here."
"Ella go! Leave! Lock the chains and Lea- Leave!" I yell
She locked the chains and got into the car and drove off like I told her too. I'm glad she's gone but now I need to stay put. I need to be locked up and starve so I don't kill anyone again. I need to stay focused and not lose myself or I will get out of these chains.
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