Thoughts and feelings plus quotes warning ⚠️ do not read this book if you get triggered a lot it has very harsh topic like self harm, suicidal thoughts, etc
I'm writing this like a diary entry so if want just skip over it//
I'm sick and tired of trying.
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Can't anyone tell I have social anxiety. Things are hard for me like talking. I just can't I'm scared of talking human being(that aren't online I live the internet and everyone in it) (also I'm an alien). I can't tell you how I feel all that comes out is a blush. I can't even smile around you anymore. I get to nervous. The fact being that I like you you like but I can't do anything about. Clearly you don't. Clearly you don't really like me. Because if you did I wouldn't be doing all the damn work. How in the wide world can I tell you I like. But you already know. I already know you like me. Stop putting me in hell. Because I can't do it. I'll just forget about you. You'll just forget about me. Maybe it would be better that way. I don't think you can handle a depressed sad girl who is always hating on herself. Yeah it will be better this way everything will be better this way. I'll be fine I'll cry less think less and everything will be fine.
\\ sorry that I wrote it that way. You also may be thinking why did I put this in here instead of my Dairy. Well I kinda just wanted to put my feeling out here.
