Ashley POV
I can't give Andy what he needs. He needs a daddy who can take care of him. I can’t do that. Not with my reputation. CC is much better at this thing than I am. He needs a daddy who can play with him, read him bedtime stories, give him cuddles. I can't do that. That's not who i am. I just don't want to hurt him. He's my brother. Not biologically of course. But my band brother. I couldn't live with myself if i hurt him. Which i'm afraid i already have. I’m sure almost everyone is the fandom hates me for what i've done, if they know. I'm pretty positive they already know.
“Ash? Somethin on your mind?” Jinxx asks. He's the only one out of everyone that isn't mad at me. Mostly because he knows the truth. He always knows about everything. He's Jinxx. He's mysterious in that way.
“I just can't stop thinking about Andy. I mean I left him at the zoo. Alone.” I held my head in my hands, “I should have told you that I was leaving.”
He sighs, “Ash, you had to make sure your grandma was ok. But I think you should tell Andy the truth.”
“He won't listen to me. He doesn't want anything to do with me.”
“I'll talk to him. He'll listen to me.” He left to go talk to Andy.
Andy POV
I lay curled up on the couch. I had gotten sick. Again. I hate being sick. Like. I hate being sick. But it's nothing that can be helped.
“Andy. Hey buddy, I need you to drink something for me.” I look up to see CC. He held a bottle of what looked like lemonade.
I groan, though it sounded more like a whimper, and turn away. The last thing i wanted was anything to drink.
“Andy. You need to drink something. I know you don't want to, but you need to if you're going to get better.” i know he's right. Do i want to admit it? Not really.
He sighs, “Andy. Baby boy I know you don't feel good. But do it for me.”
I couldn't resist him calling me that. He knows it makes me instantly feel little. I hate it but I love it too and he knows that.
I shake my head, my throat hurt way too much to drink anything.
“Andy please. Just a little bit. Then after maybe you can have some ice cream.” I groan, everyone knows I can't resist ice cream.
I whimper as he hands me the bottle. I suckle at the bottle of warm lemonade with honey. It was ok tasting. Though it's not like I can taste anything right now.
“Thank you Andy.” He strokes my hair.
I lean into his hand, I LOVED having my hair played with.
“Hey Andy? Is it a good time right now?” I look up to see Jinxx.
I sit up and set the bottle in my lap, “wh-whats up?”
“It's about Ash. He didn't want to leave you alone at the zoo. But he had to make sure his grandma was ok.” He paused, “she had a small heart attack but she's ok.”
I feel so bad. I didn't know and I've been giving him so much shit. I've given him so much shit because I was scared that he left me.
“I-i d-didnt k-know.” I sniffled, I feel so fucking bad, “i-im sorry” My eyes start to water, “I treated h-him like such shit.”
“It's alright Andy, just apologize to him, it'll mean a lot to him.” He feels my forehead, “but for now. Just rest ok? The faster you feel better, the better everyone will feel.”
I nod and lay back down. Jinxx ruffles my hair and goes to the kitchen area. I rub my stinging eyes and start to suckle at the lemonade.
After an hour, I finally finished the bottle. Yes it took me that long. I yawn as CC brought over the ice cream. He had a minty Klondike bar, and he hands me a drumstick cone with fudge in the middle.
CC sat down next to me and I laid my head on his shoulder as I ate my ice cream.
“Are you sleepy Andy?” He asks as he rubs my shoulder.
“Uh huh.” I nod as I rub my eyes, getting ice cream all in my hair.
“Aww baby boy.” CC chuckles as he grabs a wipe and cleans up my little mess.
I finished what was left and crawl into his lap, “cuddwes daddy?” I look up at him.
“Of course bubby. You know I love to cuddle with you.” He smooths my hair back and out of my face as i get comfy.
CC lays down on the couch with me on top of him. To this day I still can't understand how everyone can pick me up and not complain when I lay on top of them.
Hey guys. Yes. I'm back. I know it's been fucking FOREVER since I updated last. I'm still accepting ideas and plots and of course if anyone wants to roleplay, please DM me. I LOVE roleplaying, and it helps me write these. Til next time! X3
