Afraid to Love.

Ch. 1

Lucien POV:
Today's the day I enter highschool. I'm exited about it but more afraid of it. I'm afraid of the people in there, or the one person I know will be in there. Lucas Dimitri. He's the school bully. He manly targets me because I'm weak and sensitive. Hopefully Izac will still have my back. I trust him more with my life than I do with my sister. Don't get me wrong I love my sister and all but she's never really around. I know she is trying her hardest but work and sleep keeps her away.

I started to get ready for school, knowing it will suck. I put on a grey and white striped shirt and black pants
I grabbed my car keys and head to my car. I walked to my yellow car, I hop in and plug my phone into the aux cord. I scroll through my music, passing the stupid pop songs and finally found my favorite song. Bullet by Hollywood Undead.

'Two best friends? Only have Izac.'
'My only family member left doesn't even pay attention to me...'
'Maybe I should just...'
'End it all?'

I pull into the parking lot, where teenagers surround each other's cars. I roll my eyes in jealousy. I walk up the steps into the school wait for Izac to show. Suddenly I feel a sharp pain in the back of my head. I open my eyes to see red hair.

'Dimitri.'

"Hello babe~" Dimitri smirked face made me mad.
"When did you turn gay, Dim?" Izac came up from behind Dimitri. Dimitri blushed and pushes Izac.
"Emo trash." Dimitri walks away.
"Thanks Izac." I say as I give him a side hug. He shrugs, we head to homeroom. I sit down in the back waiting for the teacher to hand out student schedules. She hands me mine and I look at it for a minute, figuring where to go. Ugh English is first, math, Pe, and Art. Hopefully I don't have Pe with Dimitri. That would be torture for me.
The bell rings and I leave and head to English. I walk in and take a seat in the back. Everyone settles down and the teacher come in and introduces herself. I look around to see who's in my class. My eyes open wide to see the back of Dimitri's head. He turns around and catches me watching him, he smirks and turns back around to whisper something into his group of friends. They snicker and turn to look at me. I turn red in embarrassment and look away. I lose interest into the teachers words and lay my head down on the desk. I begin to doze off with I feel something hit me. I look up to see a lead pencil on the floor. I hear the group of friends roaring in laughter. My temper rises and I picked up the pencil and chunk the pencil back. I instantly regretted when I did. It hit Dimitri in the face.

"Why you little..." Dimitri got angry.
"Shut it, mister...Lucas Dimitri." The teacher yells to him.
"Tch...it's Dimitri." He clicked his tongue.
Finally the bell rang and I was out of the room first. I ran into my second block. Catching my breathe I waited for the teacher to put us in alphabetical order. I sat in the first seat with my head down. After siting there for nearly 2 hours the bell rung and we headed to Lunch. Standing in the lunch room looking for Izac, finding him quickly I sit beside him.

"Dude I might have just fucked up really bad" I say alarmed for anyone of Dimitri's friends coming our way.
"What did you do this time, I highly doubt it was as bad as you say it is" he claimed.
"I hit Dimitri in the face with a pencil" I admitted.
"Welp your fucked, it's been nice knowing you" Izac replies.
"Shut up I know I am" I exclaimed.

I lay my head down on the table wishing I was far from here. Lunch came to an end and I walked with Izac to Pe. We waited till role call was over before sitting under the bleachers. We sat under there talking about our vacation and eat Doritos. I hear Dimitri ask where I am. I froze in my spot and waited for a response.

"No man, I haven't seen him" a random student answers and goes back to playing football.
I sigh in relief, Izac caught on to this and coughed loudly causing Dimitri to turn toward the bleachers in confusion. Dimitri shakes his head and walks away. I waited a few minutes before screaming at Izac. Finally the bell rings and we climb out from under the bleachers. Walking towards the art building. I walk in and greet Izac's mom. I sit there drawing in my notebook until the last bell rung letting us know it's time to go home. Walking to the front of the building. I felt my hair being snatched.

"Finally you show your face" Dimitri sneered.
"Dammit I knew this would happen, you just can't stay away from me can you" I joked. He punched me in stomach. I gasped for air, clutching my stomach and ribs.
"Wimp" he whispered into my ear.
He walks away like nothing every happened. I hurry to my car, unlocking it and slamming the door shut. I quickly drive home where I locked myself in the room and cried myself asleep.

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