The past

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Taylor's POV

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You see, being in the hospital wasn't the easiest. I had to stay in my room for 6 months because I was to weak to leave but it was because of Jacob and Emily that I got stronger. And when Jacob told me when I was in the hospital that he hooked up with someone because it was I quote "a hard time for him" I felt like I was back there weak and not able to move. He said Emily didn't know and that it was a long time ago and a mistake and that "he loves me" and would never do it ever again. I was humiliated I couldn't move I Just  sat there and what scared me was I couldn't cry. Instead I got mad because while I was getting fucking chemo and felt like shit he was having sex with another girl! What a bastard! I then turned and yelled "We had been together 2 years and you had sex with another girl because it was fucking hard for you! I was in the hospital with cancer with the possibility of dying and it was hard for you! Well shit I'm sorry I wasn't aware that you were such a ignorant asshole who gets horny when his girlfriend is dying!" He just stared at me for 40 seconds then finally spoke up while tears poured out of his eyes " Taylor I'm sorry I wasn't in the right mind I was constantly scared I would lose you! I love you, you know I would never do anything to intentionally hurt you." I couldn't hold back my rage and once again started yelling "fear has nothing to do with your actions Jacob! You were an idiot to think it wouldn't hurt me cause it does hurt a lot! This happened 3 years ago! How long were you going to wait to tell me? Morocco? Or after that! I can't believe you. I thought you'd never be capable of hurting me but I guess not. I hate you! I hate that your making me feel this way. Maybe you didn't lose me then but your losing me now. We're over. Don't even think about coming to Morocco."
I headed for the door when Jacob kept sobbing and ran and grabbed my arm and said " Taylor no I can't lose you! I love you. I was an idiot. Don't leave." I ripped out of his grip and turned to him and said "Fuck you Jacob." Then ran out of his room then house. It was when I started walking home that I started crying. I couldn't do this alone so I took a detour and went to Emily's.

"What a dick! Taylor I had no idea. I hate him. I hate that he would do this to you. Especially while you were in the hospital!" Emily yelled while comforting me. " I loved him Em I thought we were going to spend the rest of our lives together." I said this then texted me Mom.

Messages

Taylor: Hey Mom I'm going to stay over at Em's tonight. Love you❤️

Momma bear: Okay honey I love you have a goodnight ❤️❤️

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"Tonight we're gonna eat a bunch of junk food and not go to bed. We will watch movies all night. You won't even think about him." Em said this, this is why she's my best friend she knows how to cheer me up. We used to do the same thing when I was in the hospital. She would bring me movies and jello cause I couldn't hold all the junk food down, I didn't really have a nice tv in my room so she flirted with one of the male nurses to get me one. I loved her so much I don't know what I'd do without her. I decided to post a picture of us on Instagram to celebrate our friendship.

 I decided to post a picture of us on Instagram to celebrate our friendship

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@taylorjohnson: this girl right here will always make me smile. I love you Em and even though I am gonna be sad I know she'll pull through and make me happy❤️.

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We said we would stay awake but we both fell asleep at 4am, but she was right I wasn't thinking about Jacob and for that I was happy.

The next day consisted of me running errands, it was Thursday and I had to go to school tomorrow. All the grads got together and said we only wanted 2 days of school a week and the principal said yes but only if we kept ours grades good. Which meant I always spent the week with Jacob and Emily, but I guess now it will just be me and Emily. I know it was just yesterday that he told me what happened but I still can't believe it, I mean I never thought Jacob could hurt me, I guess I was wrong.

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I know it's kinda short but I wanna get to the next chapter I'm gonna do a small paragraph at school then get straight into the party. Also what do you think about what Jacob did to Taylor comment below!!

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