After hitting that ball I went straight into the locker room and took my extra clothes and nag-shower. Buti nalang coach ramil isn't around. I hate feeling this way. I hate that I still get affected by the things that should stay in the past. This life sucks! Alam kong mali pero gusto ko nalang takasan lahat. Yung sakit at yung pagiging malungkot. Pinanganak na ata ako para saluhin lahat ng sakit eh.
Nung nakita ko si Danica kanina Go knows how much I want to hug her because I miss her so much. I miss our bondings, our night outs, shopping days and the times that we share stories with each other. Oo lahat yun miss ko pero sa tuwing nararamdaman kong miss ko na siya nararamdaman ko rin bigla yung inggit. Inggit kasi ni minsan hindi ko naranasan yung mga bagay na nararanasan nya. Yung love and affection from our parents and yung pag puri ng mga tao sakanya. Oo, I don't care kung ano man ang tingin nila sakin pero sila rin madalas ang dahilan kung bakit nagagalit sila mommy and daddy sakin. Lagi nila tinatanong kung bakit ibang-iba daw ako kay Danica pagdating sa decisions and sa business namin. I chose kasi not to get involved with it at bihira lang din ako makisama sakanila whenever they go to events.
I am so fucking frustrated and here I am crying while taking a shower.
After fixing myself inside the locker room I quickly walked towards the elevator when suddenly someone held me.
"Uy kyla wait lang." It was Ricci.
"Sorry Ricci, I'm really not in the mood right now." As much as I wanted to talk to him
.....wait what?! Am I crazy? Oh yeah, because we're friends and I dont wanna offend my friends.
"I--I just wanna say na I hope you're okay. I mean, alam ko may problema ka sa family mo kaya ganon pero wala akong alam sa nangyayari kaya sana maging okay na. Always remember that your family is your greatest blessing."after saying that he smiled at me and left.
My heart is beating so fast and this isn't right.
RICCI'S POV
I just want her to know na they're still her family no matter what. Sa nakita ko kanina nasaktan si Danica kasi umiyak siya habang naglalakad paalis eh.
Kinakabahan ako kanina nung kinausap ko siya kasi you still cant see any emotions in her eyes, kaya di mo alam kung galit ba siya o ano.
It's been days since that incident sa training happened pero no one opened up about it kay Kyla. Ate Des knows everything about kyla pala sabi ni kib kaya the LS wont ask her about it kasi ate des briefed them na.
She's still in her usual straight face but sometimes she laughs with her teamates and that what makes her shine..
Ang ganda niya talaga. No wonder ang dami na ng may crush sakanya dito sa campus. May isang subject kasi na classmate ko siya and one time I heard some boys talking about her specifically how gorgeous she is and puta pinaguusapan din nila yung legs nya kaya nung matapos yun klase namin na yun sinabi ko sakanya na mauna na siya sa labas ng room at kinausap ko yung dalawang lalaki.
"Di ko gusto na pinag-uusapan niyo nang ganyan si Kyla ah. Babae yun mga pre, respeto naman. Gusto niyo bang ganyanin din yung nanay at kapatid niyong babae? Ayos tayo buhay ah."
"Sensya na ricci."
"Sorry bro, di na mauulit."
"Talagang di na mauulit kasi pwede kayong kasuhan dahil pambabastos sa babae yan."
Mga bastos kasi. Tama ba naman pag-usapan yun ganon? Kung wala lang sa campus baka nasapak ko na yun.
"Ricci! Tulala ka nanaman kay kyla. Nako sinasabi ko sayo, make a move bago ka pa maunahan ni Asistio." Gago talaga tong brent na to.
"Wow ah, eh bat di mo kaya muna simulan lapita si Bettina?" Ayan gago ka ah. Pagong rin naman.
"H-hoy! Ibang usapan yon a-and sino ba nagsabing gusto ko yun? Friends lang kami. Friends tsaka babe ikaw lang naman." Kadiri talaga to si brent
"Brent mag-tigil ka nga! Edi friends lang din kami ni Kyla."
"Anong friend sahia? Friend pero kung maka-tingin tinalo pa boyfriend ah." Eto si Ahia sasabay pa eh.
Friends lang kami. Friends lang diba?
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Hi guys! So I changed na yung si Danica sa Ateneo nag-aaral. Sa dlsu nalang din sya hehe
Thoughts for this chap po? Mej sabaw hehe
