House of Dornwich

Chapter 5: Smile (Big Bang's Seungri POV)

***WARNING! This scene contains violence and a lot of blood***

I was always the motivational speaker of the group. Since happiness, joy and love were the only emotions that I ever felt. But on this day, I had nothing good to say, so I said nothing at all. Anything could trigger those who had just lost their leader, the flashbacks, the stiff body on the doorstep.

Smile! Your still alive!

I had several more people staying in mine and Daesung's room that night, you know what they say, the more the merrier!

At about two AM, I heard a girl scream from down the corridor. I didn't sleep very well, I was already awake and it didn't startle me that much. I recognised the voice, it was my good friend, Joy, what wonderful news did she hear to make her scream so loud?

She continued to scream and cry, waking everybody up. Jesus Christ, Joy, I thought, I'm glad that you're happy, but don't express it so loudly!

"Wake up!" I heard T.O.P yell, T.O.P, it's too early for breakfast just yet! "Everyone wake up! Run!"

All of those in my room were freaking out, what was all of the fuss about? I sat there cross legged on my bed smiling, there was no rush.

"Seungri! Come on! It's not safe!" Daesung yelled grabbing my arm and pulling me off of my bed. I followed him obediently, I trusted my good friend.

Everyone was flooding out of the house, absolutely terrified. Why was everyone so scared? I looked over at Joy, who just a moment ago had been screaming, there was a deep cut in her stomach and her t-shirt was soaked in blood. I turned to look back at the house, there were lots of strange men in the window with crossbows and guns. Maybe they were trying to protect us?

"Run!" I heard somebody scream as a wave of bullets and arrows came toward us. Hello bullets, nice to meet you. I suddenly felt a sharp and agonizing pain shoot through my back. I looked down at my chest and saw the dripping red liquid soak my shirt. I felt a drop of water come out of my eye, it tasted salty, I believed it was called a tear, I had never had one before. 

I felt somebody pick my body up and run with me. 

"Hang on, Seungri!" He said to me. It was Daesung.

"Friend." I croaked.

We had found shelter and I was laid down on the ground next to Joy. A girl called Hani had the gift of healing, she went and tended to Joy, and did so successfully. But I stopped her, when she got to me.

"No." I said. "I have found my path, leave me to die. I think I'm going to like it in heaven." 

"Seungri, no!" I heard Daesung snap. "I'm not losing you!"

"My ghost will look after you." I reassured. "Let go."

Tears were streaming down his face and onto my shot wound. 

"You're my friend and I don't want to let go!" He wept.

It was then that everything around me went white, I felt a weird floating sensation all throughout my body.

"Smile." I whispered before closing my eyes.