Tears stream from my eyes
More than rain falls from the skies
Depression takes over my life
So much that i cut my thigh with the blade of a knife
One day that knife will touch my throat
One...two...three
Drip...drip...drip
Trust me, my hand didn't just slip
Am i dead?
Or is this just all in my head?
One of those horrible dreams
That seem like they last forever
I'm alive...
Fuck, why am i alive?
Cut after cut and I'm still here
Why won't my body let me give up?
I can't do this anymore
Please just let me die
Being alive hurts too much
Can't you see that?
Just look into my eyes
Or even just look at my thighs
Now can i finally die?