Street Love - What if - Part Four
Aaliyah
I awoke to the sound of the wind howling outside and a terrible pain in the back of my head, I tried to recall what had happened to me, I thought long and hard and then bit by bit it came back to me. The party, Davontay and Terrance and everyone. Why was it so quiet I wondered, my mind began to uncover more of the story. Standing outside, talking to Terrance, a car, a scream, BLACK OUT I quickly opened my eyes!
Praying it wasn’t true, I tried to move my arms but they had been tied up behind me, so had my feet, it was soo dark and soo cold and it smelt soo foul the only light came from the moon, from a little window above my head that was open slightly.
I began to cry, who were these people I wondered, what could they want from me? Maybe they had the wrong person. THAT’S IT! They had to have the wrong person, I knew they’d come down here soon and I can explain that I’ve done nothing wrong. Fear still swam around in my belly, these kidnappers or whatever they were they wasn’t known for being civilised.
Chardonnay
I sat in Shack’s living room as they all spoke.
DopeBoy- So what’s the plan Shack?
Shack- I’m going to ask her where Rasharna is, you think they can just take my girl and everything is going to be ok.
His girl! I WAS HIS GIRL…
Me- I thought I WAS YOUR GIRL SHACKZ?
They looked up at me, then they looked at each other and they all started to laugh.
Shack- Anyway, she has to know something!
DopeBoy- What if she don’t?
Shackz- Well either we will find out, her little boyfriend will come looking for her soon.
I was still standing up looking at them.
Me- SHACKZ!
Shackz- WHY THE F**K DO YOU KEEP CALLING MY NAME, YOU KNOW WHAT F**K OFF! GO HOME..
My mouth hung open.
Me- You used me, you told me you loved me…
He stood up and clapped.
Shackz- Yes! I used you Chardonnay.
He said walking closer to me with a big smile spread across his face, his gold tooth glistening in the dim light.
Shackz- I used you for SEX and to get me little missy downstairs!
My heart fell, I couldn’t believed I had allowed myself to be played yet again, I should have known better, I always find these dogs that don’t want anything from me but sex in their mind I’m just another hoe, just another hood rat hoe.
That’s why Davontay never wanted me, he had found a decent girl so why would he want me I knew it all along but I didn’t want to admit it to myself, I didn’t want to admit that all guys saw when they looked at me was a coke head hoe!
I did this hoping to get back at Davontay, hoping to make him feel bad about the way he had treated me. Never realising that he was a good man, why would he throw away all he had with his girl for someone like me, if I was him I wouldn’t either.
