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Aaliyah
I tried my hardest to settle back into my old routine, it was proving to be very difficult. Every loud noise or sudden movement made me jump and I would quite often be reduced to tears. Jasmine and my aunt did there best to ensure I was ok but I guess these kinda things just live with you for the rest of your life.
My mind had ran on my parents allot since this whole incident and though that horrible experience had changed me I was also back to square one, lonely and trying my hardest to carry the burdens that over time had begun to weigh me down and fight the obstacles that I met day after day.
My mind often ran on Jamal, how kind he was to me, how he had risked his own life for mine.
His funeral was the week before and me, Jasmine and my aunt had attended. There wasn’t many people around some of his good friends was there about 10 or so not including me but that was all.
I heard two guys talking about people thinking he deserved what he got for being a snitch, that had brought a tear to my eye people didn’t know just how great of person he was only good people would put everything on the line for someone they didn’t know, some could argue he was foolish but he was taking control of his life and taking a step towards becoming a better human being and I believed that had he gotten the opportunity to change his life he would have, some how and I would have helped him as best as I can because I would forever be loyal to him for his great act of kindness.
The old building that I had once shared beautiful memories with Davontay was all I seemed to have left in my life that brought me some kind of joy and I looked forward to coming here every day to unwind from a long day.
Davontay had also occupied my thoughts allot, I knew he had hurt me but when he looked in my eyes that night after the police found me he looked so down like he had just battled with life before he came to see me.
I wanted so badly to take his hurt away but I just couldn’t forgive him for the hurt he had brought to me, I was still confused as to why he was hurt but I guess I had to let go of the past.
It seemed like me and Davontay’s chapter in my story was closed and as much as I still loved him I had not only gotten hurt by a man who I thought would understand how it felt to be alone and therefore wouldn’t leave me but I had put myself in danger.
I know Jasmine keeps saying I should listen to him, give him a chance to explain. She says there are things I need to know, but if they were important he would have told me before he kicked me to the curb.
I sighed.
I had been over this over and over and over again in my head and always coming to the same conclusion which was nothing and then returning here and doing it all over again, I didn’t know what to think, what to believe and right now I figured I should just try and focus on me and where my life was heading because evidentially focusing on someone else’s life had gotten me almost killed and heartbroken..
LIFE!
Davontay
I was sitting in my car, Tank playing quietly in the background as I waited for a client to come down stairs.
I watched as the rain began to fall outside a man and what I would assume to be his wife were cuddled up under an umbrella in deep conversation, laughing like they had not a care in the world cant believe just a few weeks ago I had that and a few weeks ago I lost that.
LIFE!
Jasmine
I sat in my room doing some assignments, I jumped as my phone vibrated loudly on my bedside table i leaned over slightly and saw Trip flashing up.
