text one - to him
i know this is silly. i know it doesn't make sense. then, again, though i don't care too much about what you think. i just need to get this off my chest. i just need you to know what's been on my mind. for starters, you're a cruel person. you've damaged my trust for others. you've damaged my self-esteem. you've made me feel so little, so not enough, and other times way too much. you and me, it was always this and that but never true. never authentic. just a bunch of words playing and then stopping for three years straight. with her, though, it had to have been real, right? therefore, i wasn't enough to be something real with. i was just never enough for you. huh? moment i left, for you, for her, you were probably relieved. that sucks for you, because i'm great and i would have done anything for you. and now, as i leave again, i want you to know i love you. i care for you. as i love and care for everyone. but i hope you find yourself in a place that is clean, and i hope i do the same for myself. this departure is for me. goodbye. i might show up in a couple of months.
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