Bella's New Life

I missed Edward every single day. To say that I didn't would be lying. Not that I wasn't mad at him...how could I not be?

The night before my 18th Birthday, I had finally convinced Edward to make love to me. It took most of the night for him to give in, but at that time, I didn't really think that he could deny me much. So, we made love. I was the happiest I'd ever been, until that party that Alice had arranged for me. I had one small papercut, and he lunged, only missing me because Edward knocked me into a table, causing more blood to spill. Edward felt bad, and I could tell he was hurting because I was, but also because he yearned for my blood. So Carlisle took care of me, Edward drove me home, and disappeared for a week. When he finally came to see me, he basically told me he didn't love me and to do nothing reckless...hah!

He didn't know it at the time, but I was pregnant. I lost so much weight and cracked so many ribs, that the baby, my little nudger, was literally killing me. And I didn't know where the Cullen's were, though I doubt they'd have cared, anyways. So I called the only other vampire I knew of...Laurent.

When he came, I was surprised at his demeanor...and his eyes. They were gold. He looked...happier. He also had Irina with him, and I could tell right then and there that they were mates, like Edward and I were supposed to have been. 

I'd been staying at the Cullen's house for Charlie's sake. I was so weak and couldn't keep anything down, so Irina searched the house and found some blood bags in a locked fridge in Carlisle's office...I guess for emergencies, and they were still good. I had two bags, and already felt better. 

After that, we moved away. Both Irina and Laurent helped “fake” my death, and we moved to Seattle for a while, so we'd still be in a place that was dark and cloudy almost every day.

Long story short, my gestation period only lasted a month, and I nearly died, but I gave birth to not only one, but two beautiful little girls, who already had a mouthful of strong, vampire teeth. The first one, with my brown eyes, I named Renesmee Carlie; the second, which had Edward's green eyes, I named Zandrina Aurelia, because telepathically, she told me that's what she wanted her name to be.

But we were going by the name of Swannette, so it wouldn't look too suspicious.

Anyways, while I was holding both my girls, Zandrina decided that I smelt delicious, and bit me. My body went into convulsions as Irina took both girls out of the room and waiting while the burning changed and killed every entire organ in my body.

Laurent stayed with me, not knowing how long it would take, but it actually only took about two hours, because I concentrated on time rather than the pain I was feeling.

When I awoke, I was confused, and my throat was burning. Laurent handed me two glasses full of human blood, and I chuged them down, greedily. I could see and hear everything, including my two angels yelling at each other telepathically. That's when I turned to Laurent. I heard their beating hearts, yet they weren't supposed to be venomous...or so I was told.

Laurent knew what I was thinking, and shrugged his shoulders. “They're not full vampires...at least not yet, but I don't think it will take long for that to happen. I researched a little while you were out of it, and found out that when their type are born, they're about 80% vampire. As they age, they'll become a full immortal, which could be between five-ten years, but they'll always be percieved as a child. They'll never looking any older than ten.”

It took me a while to process this, so to get it out of my mind, I went down and saw my little angels on Irina's lap, each sucking down a bottle of blood. When they saw me, they both smiled and reached for me. I came over and held them both as Irina left the room for a moment. Renesmee placed her hand on my cheek, and I felt a slight jolt as she saw Zandrina bit me, how I looked then, and how I looked now. My new face was something to be amazed about; my face was paler, hair was thicker with almost a sheen-like to it. While I looked like the old me, I didn't.

That's when Zandrina got my attention. “Did I hurt you, Momma?”

I smiled and kissed her...both of them. “Of course you didn't, my darling. Without you biting me, I wouldn't be here, now.”

Thatt seemed to satisfy her as I now realized how better life would be. Ups and downs, maybe, but I could handle it. After all, I had my angels, as well as my new family. What could possibly go wrong?

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New story, but I had an idea and went with it. Not trying to push people, but if you like my stories and have any ideas on how to go along with it, please let me know. That's mainly why my other story hasn't been updated, yet.

MissMellissy