Trapped in your secrets (nash grier)

Falling hard for nash grier

After he dropped me off at home I went to my room and sat on my bed. I don't know what to think I mean I haven't even known him a week. dose he do this with a lot of girls? Dose he even really like me? is he just trying to play me? all these question were running in and out of my mind but the biggest one was what was he keeping me safe from what?

I was kinda worried I didn't want to like him but remembering the feeling of his lips on mine gave me a feeling I've never had before. I can't get him out of my mind. I still had so many questions. I want to have that teen love story that you see in the movies but I don't even know him. he could do this with all the new girls and he might not even care about me but do I want him to? I still don't know what he's keeping me safe from. what if it's something bad like really bad...I keep trying to fall asleep but I can't. I keep tossing and turning. it's 4am and I hear something I sit up and try to look out my window it's so dark I can't see anything. I get up and turn on the light and open it. nash was standing there. "sorry if I scared you I was trying to knock quietly I didn't wanna wake anyone else." Nash said nervously "no it's fine you can come in. but what are you doing here" I asked. he climbed inside and sat on my bed. "I just had to see you chrissy, I haven't felt this way in a long time and we need to talk." he said with a little smile "yes, we do I don't know how I feel about this I like you I do but we only met a few days ago. and I don't think I can date someone I have to hide with." I said with sadness. nashs face broke I really think I cares about me. maybe he doesn't do this a lot like I thought. "chrissy, I know we are moving fast and I don't want to hide my feeling but trust me it's better this way. please just think about it." he said with a little hope in his voice. "i...i don't know" I said. then he moves closer to me and pulls me in with his left hand on my lower back our body were being held together by his soft grip. he looked In my eyes and said "please think about it" I put both my hands around his neck and he moved his head down then kissed me. I didn't want him to pull back his warm body against mine made me weak. He pulled back. "I should go" he said. I didn't want him to leave I just wanted him to be close to me. he grabbed my hand and kissed it. "Why should you leave?" I ask sadly as we walked over to my window. he was still holding my hand softly. "chrissy, I want to make you happy but you know what I want even more?" he asked "what?" I asked back "I want you to be happy even if it's not me I feel like I've known you for years but I don't want you to have to hide my secretes" he said "then don't tell me and I won't have to hide anything. I want you only you in this moment right now please stay here with me" I said with hope in my voice. He brushed my hair behind my ear "god you're beautiful" and kissed my forehead. we walked back to my bed and laid down. we didn't say anything, I had my head on his chest and was listening to his heart beat. we fell asleep.

*knock knock* "chrissy wake up it's 10 o'clock" nash and I sat up as fast as we could I pushed him off my bed and and told him to get under it. just then my mom opened the door "just checking if you were up and your breakfast is on the table sweetie" my mom said "ok thanks mom I'll be there in a sec" she closed my door and I pulled nash out and we walked over to my window he gave me a soft kiss on the forehead and crawled out "I'll text you beautiful" he's said walking to his car. I closed my window with the biggest smile. at this point I don't want to know what he's hiding or what his secret was all I want is to know when I can see him again. I know I should be worried about what's he's hiding but that's what made it so fun. I just hope I'm doing the right thing.