Thoughts
Are all I have
When I'm alone
Thoughts
Feelings
Sensations
And I
Get so confused
By why
I need to know
Everything
Why do I ask questions?
You tell me
I don't know
I just feel
Inside of me
The need
The need to know
And why
Do I love
Someone
Who loves me
But won't
Give us a chance?
And why
Do I still think
About my true
First boyfriend
When I haven't
Been with him
For a long time?
I miss
The joy I felt
With him
I love being
Independent
But somehow
It's not the same
Confusion grips me
Why?
Why?
Why?
Why can't I
Love certain people
Who seem to like me?
She wants my friendship
But I hate her
And lie through my teeth
Why?
Why can't I care?
Why can't I?
Why?
My thoughts
Never stop
Will I ever
Find love?
Will love
Find me?
Or will
I die alone?
I'm not picky
When it comes
To looks
Gender
Height
Though sometimes
I can't say it
Because
There are those
Who would shun me
Why?
I don't know
Why?
Why anything?
Why can't I
Escape religion?
Am I atheist?
Or am I not?
Who is
The real me?
These are my friends
When I am alone
Or maybe my nightmares
But who knows?
A/N: I am sorry to everyone who read this. I am insane. But that is my life. Have a great week!
Bisous!
~Hannah~
