3 months later
"Mama you do not have to tell me this I know!", I said cranky.
It's been three months since August left me, three hole months. He has not called to check on his unborn child or anything. It's killing me to know that he doesn't care. It's killing me to know that he didn't even love me. I wish I wasn't so blind to not see that he didn't love me. I thought me and August had something that no one could take away. I thought he would stay through thick and thin. I thought he would show love and affection towards me. I thought he had actually started to see the real me, but I guess not.
"If you know you shouldn't be laying in bed I have not seen you in six months since you pulled this damn disappearing act!", my mum said as she pulled my cover that I had over my body.
Since August has left me I have not spoken to anyone or even visit anyone. I barely don't get out of bed. I've only gotten out of bed to clean, cook use the bathroom, and shower. Damn shame how a broken heart can change you.
"Haleeah!", my mom yelled as she examined my stomach shocked.
Damn I forgot to tell her I was pregnant, let's see if she doesn't kill me. Me and my mum are close, very close, we are best friends well my second best friend. My mom has always told me I can come to her with my problems.
"Mum", I started.
"So this is why you've been hiding, this is why? I CAN NOT BELIEVE THIS", she yelled.
"Mum, I have been going through a lot in these past three months", I groan as I put my cover over my face.
"You've been going through so much that you couldn't tell me you were pregnant, please don't tell me my unborn grandchild father's is August", she said and asked angrily
No answer.
"Haleeah is he the father"?, she asked
"Does it matter who the father is?", I asked.
"Yes it does because, you know I don't like him Haleeah", she says with a disgusting look.
"Ugh", I say irritated.
"I don't see how you met him at one of the devil clubs", my mama says irritated.
Me and August met at a club called show palace, it's a strip club. I had came to a party that was being held one night. As I moved through the club's crowd trying to mingle, I bumped into a tall, light skin, with a good body. I was 18 at the time so I was young and dumb. He pulled me out of the crowd. We sat at a bar and he begin to talk to me, he asked random questions like how old was I, am I single, etc. After getting a couple of drinks and acting like wild children, we went back to my place. We did some things, after the things were done in the morning he left his number on my night stand with the words "call me If you want another one of those nights". That's what I did and soon we became fucking buddy's. His main rule was not to fall in love but I got caught in his charm. When I turned 20 years old (I am now 21) I realize I hated that I was only Having sex with him I wanted something more. I fell in love and begin calling him every day for him to come over. I became over protective I didn't want anyone to have him but me. Now he doesn't even want me.
"Mama, I know you have told me this a couple of times I should have met a man at a church", I say mocking her words.
"Okay little girl since you heard it so much you'll be 21 with a man and you wouldn't be someone's booty call", she says.
My mum knew August and I were not in a relationship. I told her what we were to each, she almost killed me when I told her I was a man's toy.
"Mum, please don't go there, have you spoken to Jasmine lately", I ask changing the subject.
Jasmine is my best friend, we have been best friends since we were in diapers. Her mother and my mother were best friends now me and her are.
"Yes, she has been calling asking have I talked to you and why can't you answer the phone or why can't you ever open the door when she comes over", my mum starts.
I soon felt bad, I didn't mean to ignore the poor girl.
"You know Jas is your best friend, you should be able to tell her anything", my mum finishes.
"I know mum, I'll call her later", I say as I climb out of my bed. I walked into the bathroom closed the door and begin to pee when my mum comes up to the door and begins talking to me again.
"What will are family say about this Haleeah? You know they disapprove of pregnancy before marriage , you haven't finished your college classes yet", my mum says with a shaky voice.
"Who cares what they say, they judge anyone", I say as I flush the toilet and begin to wash my hands.
"I care, there going to be shocked to know you're pregnant by someone who left you to be on national television", she says.
I opened the bathroom door coming face to face with my mom light skin complexion. I look at her with shocked and her expression is confused.
"He's on national television?", I ask shockingly.
She sighs,"Yes he is Haleeah".
"No, no, he wouldn't leave me alone to raise a child to go on national television", I say in a shocked tone.
I pace over to my bed, take a seat in crisscross Applesauce position with a blank expression. He left me in. Time of need to became famous. Did he forget that I am knocked up? Did he forget it takes two to make a baby.
My mum looks at me with hurt in her eyes. She takes a seat next to me and plays in my jet black hair which stopped pass my shoulders.
"Baby, I'm here for you don't let him get into your head, I'm sorry I shouldn't have said that", she says with her saying baby with her New Orleans accent.
"No, no, no, I snap angrily undoing my legs. I stand to my feet angrily tears filling my eyes. I guess these are my hormones.
"I don't want anyone to comfort me, I want August, I want him to love me, why won't he love me?", I yell in a voice filled with hurt.
"Leah", my mum says calling me by my nickname.
"I will not be played as a damn fool he's going to raise this child", I say as I wlk over to my closet. I go into my closet searching for something to wear. I have been keeping my hormones down a little bit now there going crazy.
"Haleeah, don't go making a fool of yourself", my mum says as she follows me.
"That man is famous he probably has lots of security", she adds.
I ignore her and go into the bathroom once more. I locked the door turned on the shower pulled the curtain. I sat my clothes on the sink counter which was a big tee once it was once August's and some shorts. It's to hot in New Orleans to be wearing pants.
My water was beginning to get hot, so I begin taking off the clothes I had on. I got into the water beginning to think.
Damn I knew August was rapping and going to the studio from time to time, who knew he would get famous? If he's famous how I'm gone track him down?
"His mama", I say out loud in a low tone. She'll know where he is. How dare him leave me for 3 months to be famous. I don't know if he is famous for sure Mum could be lying. No she wouldn't lie about this. Well the truth will be revealed today.
Tbc..................................................
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