Stranger Thoughts

Questioning Your Existence

Hmmm.
Deep breath. Deep breath.
* takes a rather long breath than needed *

Okay.
Have you ever questioned your existence in this World before?
Well, I have. And the outcome's rather baffling to be completely honest.
So here goes what I took for an answer when I questioned myself of my very existence in this world.

At first, I couldn't clearly fathom what the question actually wanted from me. It was quite difficult to contemplate for a while as to why I was and am, living a life. Before I gave time for my brain to answer, my stubborn little heart jumped into the scenario and gave out the mere answer that, well, people would expect if they'd asked me the question; 'I exist in this world filled with its ups and downs to impress and make a good impact on the people who seem to be of paramount - or simply - importance to my life and its fate.'
Since I do value the opinion of my heart I - at first - agreed to what it had to say as answer to the question aforementioned.
But,
as I started thinking through my very reason of existence in this world, I discovered that it was meant for me to live to impress my Creator, My God. Then, myself alone.
This, I thought to be very narcissistic for an answer but further as I dived into the answer my brain had in store, I happened to fathom exactly why it had put forth the reply so.

I saw the reason behind why every individual was a given a life to live.
We were meant to make the most use of it. We were supposed to live for our purposes of pleasing The Lord of the Worlds and to make ourselves content to whatever that was around us. We were given a life to prove our worth to the world. To find the right people we need. To find strength and confidence alongside growing a kind and compassionate heart so that we could withstand all of the trials and challenges fate would throw at us.

Maybe there is something behind why we feel the need to impress the others around us. Maybe we seek attention, for, no one knows what the other is composed of emotionally.
Even the heart's reply seemed to me as somewhat the right answer but, it is always important for us to first think about ourselves and the consequences of a particular situation which may or may not affect us because eventually it is only going to be you whose going to face your fate and the same goes to every other soul that dwells upon the Earth, trying to live.
Well, as for me I'd say that the best a person can be is when he manages to balance the actions of his heart and mind in proper equilibrium while living the life he wants, or rather needs.

Trying to fathom and discover the answer to the question asked, made me think even deeper and confused me so. Therefore try questioning your existence and maybe you shall find something more than what you asked for.

Just take some time for yourself some day
and simply, think.

May or may not make a difference, you'll see.