random thoughts

The road (pt.3 (final)) The road which I lead

The road in which I lead started off stumbling. Along the way, I tripped some. Going into curves, I noticed small "detours" that I found weren't so perfect. The curves had places where I stumbled some more. And fell along the way. Not too far I fell for I was always caught inches from the ground, only left with some scars. I kept walking, not feeling much pain along my first road. Then, I came upon a place where my road like others came to two. I went right, for I didn't want to follow the man whom I saw go left. Even though he looked like he will walk this road without falling, stumbling, pain, out of pride, I went right. Right into a field of glass. Cuts fell upon my feet. I kept walking, not noticing the pain at first. But after a while, the pain began to hurt. I walked to get out. But I also wanted to stay. I couldn't handle the pain. I kept walking. The walk gets smooth after a while. Then, it gets cold and dim. I think 'why. This road. I don't like this road. So painful. So un happy' But I couldn't turn around. I have gotten too far. There begins to be another field. But instead of glass, I find to be walking onto pebbles. Cuts opened. I rest a while. Then I walk. My road repeats. Nice, good, then I stumble and fall with pains and lost hope. This is the road I lead. The road that I have yet to see complete and only better days. The road I will lead 'till the very end. I may have thoughts when things don't go well to jump over the edge in hopes to fall to the end. But, in this road in which I lead I will take no jumps or detours. Whenever my road may split into two, out of trust, not pride, I will choose the best road I believe to be no longer pained. This road which I lead