random thoughts

I was stupid believing your heart was true

I was stupid

I believed the lies you spoke to me

The feeling of you taking care of me

The kisses of so told affection

They were lies you told

The lie you said almost everyday that hurt the most was "I love you"

You said I was beautiful, special, loved

And I believed, being lifted up only to be dropped back down, harder than before

It could've ended week, months ago, but I wanted to stay.

I loved you enough to stay

The looks, whispers of me with you, and I ignored them for what

I ignored all the 'news' I got

Of you flirting with others

Of me being just another one

I didn't listen

I should've listened

Was it because of me

Was I not perfect

I guess I am just too told I'm not enough to see it is you that makes you not appreciate me. Love me

I was told we would be a cute couple

I thought so too

I guess I wasn't enough

Whoever you choose, good luck

And when you get left down, and you and her end up going south, don't come back

Not to me

You chose her. Good for her Good for you

And I wish the best because I shouldn't be hurt

I was stupid

I believed all the lies you spoke