In My Eyes

Blind

I try so hard, to not let what you said, get to me.
The feeling deep inside, is putting me through agony.
There is a pit that you dug, leaving a hole in my chest.
The sadness it gave me, has me feeling distress.

You know the truth I see through your lies.
What could I have done, to cause your despise?
There is a squeezing in my chest and I burn to cry.
What could I have done, for you to make up this lie?

I try to hide this sea of tears, that I lock up in my head.
I keep the salt-water from descending, and stay alone instead.
You have your reasons, I know you do.
You can have them all you want, because I will too.

My heart aches, my hands are cold, I feel my soul leak from my chest.
I thought there was something special, a bond, nothing more or less.
I was wrong, I'll admit it, I had my head in the clouds.
I close my eyes, try to breath, and block out the sounds.

I'll remember that summer, when we were all together.
I'll keep you in my heart, and pretend you'll love me forever....