Friend, Please fic

Sssh..

Tyler realized that pushing away wouldn't help Josh in anyway. So he opened the door, creaking it to the crack of his eye. Still teary eyed, still broken. 

"Jenna.." Josh whispered 

"Wh-What?" Tyler asked, confused. 

"Oh nothing" Josh coughed and pushed away from Tyler. Tyler looked at Josh and bit his lip nervously. "Well, this, " he sighed "This is getting awkward, so I'm- I'm a go.." Tyler stood up and flicked around his hair. Josh pouted and stroked his hair in stress. 

While Tyler was in the other room trying to forget what just happened Josh was clinging his fists, very unsatisfied with himself. He was getting deeply into his thoughts and thought about just, fading away... 

Tyler, he was a emotional person, very emotional and he would cry for hours over the littlest stuff, but this horrible thing Josh had did to himself made Tyler feel guilty for not helping him, but at the same time sad because he loves Josh. He hates to admit it but he does and he cares so much for him. He just wishes Josh could know that, but he just can't get the words to come out to him. But soon he will get the courage to tell Josh that, even though he does have a wife and he does 'like' her, he still has crazy feelings for Josh...

Tyler finally decided to creak to Josh's door. Putting his ear to the wooden door he heard, nothing? 'What? Oh no, Friend, please' Tyler started to freak out and he tried to try to open the door, but it was locked? He began to wiggle it "Josh?" he asked, but no sound.