Joker Imagines | Jared Leto

#12

Word count : 1458

Plot : You're pregnant

Warnings : violence

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You stared at the pregnant test in horror. It was positive. You decided to take another test, just in case the first one got it wrong. Although deep down you knew the truth.

You had been with the Joker for 3 years now but the two of you had never talked about marriage, let alone children. You were actually quite surprised that you hadn't been pregnant before... considering the fact that your sex life was quite active and the fact that the two of you almost never used protection.

What is he going to think about this? You thought to yourself.

In all honesty, the thought of having children wasn't an unpleasant thought. The one and only problem was that it wasn't anybody's child : it was the Joker's. Of course you were utterly and completely in love with him and you knew the feeling was mutual but you were sure that having a child and starting a family had never been a part of his plans.

You were sure that if you told him that you were expecting a child he would freak out. He'd either make you abort, give the child up or even leave you. And none of these three options pleased you.

You took a deep breath and thought quickly.

He should be here in twenty minutes. First of all (Y/N), hide the evidence and throw all of these pregnant tests out. I don't have a baby bump yet, so I probably still have a couple of months left to sort things out.

When Joker came back you tried to act normal, but after several weeks he started to notice a change in your behavior. You now always refused alcohol, didn't go on robberies with him and started going out secretly telling him dumb excuses.

What he didn't know though, was that each time you went out, you were actually planning a new life and going to the doctor's appointments to make sure the baby was fine. You had discovered not less than a few days before, that your were expecting a baby girl. The thought brought tears of joy to your eyes but the thought of leaving the love of your life never left your mind.

But you knew it was the only way. You refused to give your daughter up or to abort : the thought was unbearable. You had booked a flight for Madrid in week but didn't know what you'd do once you were far away from the Joker. You knew he would look everywhere for you, so you'd probably have to move constantly but if that meant that your daughter would be safe it was definitely worth it.

You went home, exhausted. Once you reached your room, you started to feel dizzy and immediately felt sick. You rushed to the toilet and threw up. Thankfully Joker wasn't home yet so he wasn't there to see you throwing up. You knew he was very clever and would quickly discover what was up with you. You were actually surprised he hadn't already.

You changed into something more comfortable and went to sleep, you were far too exhausted to stay awake anymore. As you closed your eyes and drifted off to sleep, you felt the bed dip besides you, a pair of arms wrap around your waist and a light kiss being pressed on your forehead.

You opened your eyes softly, the sunlight waking you up. Your boyfriend was still here, his arm wrapped around your waist lazily and light snores leaving his mouth. You took in the peaceful sight, knowing that your time with him was limited. You felt him waking up and instantly rushed to the bathroom : the nauseous feeling coming back. As you threw up you felt the Joker soothing your back and holding your hair.