In love with my bandmate {Jerrie Fanfiction}

An Awkward Breakfast

It was the morning and I still couldn't believe what happened last night. If Perrie's phone didn't start ringing what would of happened? Would of we just carried on kissing or more? I was so confused... what if Perrie doesn't even remember last night? Do I mention anything or just leave it and pretend it never happened? But... but I don't want to pretend it never happened. I still remember the way her lips tasted and the smell of her perfume on her neck rubbing onto me...

I put on a dressing gown and headed down stairs and headed into Perrie's kitchen. Perrie was in there making something that almost smelt as delicious as her...
"Morning Pez" I said very awkwardly as I scratched the back of my head.
"Morning Jadey" she said in a very upbeat manner. That's strange... does she not remember what happened last night? Was it not that special to her?
"I'm making chocolate pancakes for breakfast"
"Ohh yummy, thank you" I said as I sat down at her kitchen table. I can't believe it! I think she had actually forgotten! I want her to remember it! I want to know what her opinions on it where and if she possibles likes me more than just a friend...
"So... yesterday was fun" I said leaning towards her.
"Yer shopping was good fun" she replied, completely brushing past my lean.
"Yer and after with the wine"
"Oh yer we did have a laugh drinking" she giggled
For fuck sake! Why doesn't she remember?
"Yes that was fun and after the wine in the spare bedroom..."
"What are you going on about?"
"You know... when we was in the spare bedroom and we kind of.."
"Kind of what?" Perrie snapped
"Well... we kind of... sort of... kissed a bit"
"WHAT?" Perrie snapped as she put her frying pan down and completely stopped in her tracks. Well this is awkward.
"Don't you remember?" I asked timidly
Perrie stayed silent for s bit and I could see by her facial expression that she was in deep thought. Then suddenly her face dropped and her jaw opened!
"Omg!" She said - I think she might of remembered. "Jade. I... I'm so so sorry!" She said.
"No don't apologise" I said as I stood up and walked towards her.
"Jade I'm so sorry! I can't believe what I did! I think it must of been the wine."
"No Perrie it's fine."
"Jade! I can't believe it!"
I gave Perrie a hug because she looked very shocked. "Hey it's alright" I whispered in her ear. We held the hug for a while and then I pulled away from her. Perrie was looking down, she couldn't look me in the eye she was so embarrassed.
"Listen Jade, I don't know about you but I'm not a... a... lesbian"
When Perrie said that I felt a part of my heart shatter, I was hoping that maybe Perrie would possible like me the way I like her...
I didn't know what to do so I just lied to her and said "oh yer me neither, it must of just been the alcohol"
"Ok good. We must never do that again!" Perrie said in a stern voice.
Well that was a fun breakfast for me...