In love with my bandmate {Jerrie Fanfiction}

Society...

We got to the café where we was going to have breakfast and I was very nervous. I didn't know where to start. How would you start a conversation like this? I sat down and I could feel myself shaking, I was trying to calm down so Perrie wouldn't notice.
"Jade are you alright? You're shaking darling?"
Crap! She noticed! Quick think of something to say!
"Oh umm I'm just cold..." after I said that I could see Perrie's confusion on her face.
"But it's like 30 degrees in here?"
"Oh you know me... I always feel the cold...."
"Oh right. Well hopefully you will warm up in a minute"
"Yer hopefully"
Oh god I feel so stupid! I bet she thinks I'm a right idiot!
The food arrived and I thought that now was a perfect time to talk about what happened...
"So... Pez"
"Yes Jadey?"
"Ummm... you know about what happened with us last night..."
Perrie stopped eating and her face just shot up
"What?" She said in a nervous voice.
"Perrie" I said
"Listen Jade. What happened doesn't matter"
That angered me a bit and I feel like I need to stick up for myself and my feelings.
"it mattered to me Perrie!" I snapped
"Jade... no I didn't mean it in that way! Of course it mattered to me. You matter to me"
When Perrie said that my heart was beating out of my chest.
"Well then what's stopping us from being together?"
Perrie looked away from me and then said "People will judge"
"I know they probably will Perrie, but that fact is that I really like you and you make me so happy... Do... do I make you happy?"
"Yes Jade of course!"
"See we are perfect for each other Pez"
"I know we are but I can't do it! Everyone will judge and make comments about us and you know how the press are!"
"I know the press can be a pain but they don't matter to me! All that matters to me is you!"
"Jade..."
I grabbed her hand and she grabbed mine
"Listen Perrie I'm whiling with give US a chance if you will."
"I... I can't Jade..."
"Perrie please just give us a chance!"
"I want to so bad Jade! God knows how much I've wanted this, but the world will judge us too much and it mighty ruin our friendship..."
"It won't ruin anything if we don't let it!"
"But if we break up Jade and I lost you! I couldn't bare with that!"
"Hey! Who says that we are going to break up?"
"I know we probably wouldn't but still..."
"Perrie please! I make you happy and you make me happy."
"I know..."
"Then what's stopping us?"
"Society..."