First of all, I would like to thank believenkook for making the new cover you could see now, I'm really happy that she took time to make one for this fic, since the last one was horribly made by me lol thank you so much love. Please feel free to visit her profile and stories my dears.
second is I am mortified at the amount of spelling and grammatical errors that I made in the past chapters *shakes my head* Also, it has been a long ride for all of us, this is actually the first longest story I had wrote but everyone had been patient enough, really thank you for reading this even though I'm so bad at updating my stories.
Third of all, no smuts in this chapter sorry to burst your cute bubbles, because my ideas had jumbled up and turn into this and I'm slightly regretting *laughs nervously* I've came to a conclusion that this might prolong a bit more, just a tiny bit cause I really love this fic and it needs a good ending dang it.
Anyways sorry for the hold up, enjoy some 8000+ words chapter
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All of the things that Seokjin had built to forget the past, moving on, finding peace for his heart and mind, the wall he slowly put brick by brick, for three years to protect his heart soon crumbles like ashes.
His baffled at the realization that it took him just last three weeks to realized Namjoon had been keeping things at his back.
So he was too angry, he was not in relationship with Jaewhan but is still dating-him-ish, to help himself distracted, gosh does he feel awful to think of it like that.
Now his sitting on the chair in the dinning room with Hoseok cooking on the stove, humming a song and sometimes he looks back to glance at the younger, Seokjin couldn't think about food as his mind as it's jumbled up about all the things he couldn't imagine happening.
Getting drunk in one night with Kidoh and waking up the next day only to find out the people your trying to erase in your mind had came back, jusy like that.
His phone vibrates on the table and he looks at the callers ID, it was Jaewhan and Seokjin never felt so relief in his whole life.
" Seokjin are you okay? Are you hurt? The last call suddenly ended I was so worried-- "
" No, sorry I wasn't thinking straight a while ago " Seokjin doesn't look at the four pair of eyes staring at him " I'm fine, my friends tried to prank me and I ended up too rattled " Seokjin is sweating, he doesn't know if it's because his lying to Jaehwan or because of how Jimin is basically squinting at him too hard on the other side of the room.
" okay? " Jaewhan is unsure at his answer and Seokjin really doesn't want to lie more, his guilty, embarrassed and pissed at the same time for plenty of reasons.
" you're at your friends house then?" a hint of amusement could be heard in his voice, Seokjin blinks, Jaewhan usually acts jealous when he knows Seokjin is with someone.
Before he could answer back, Jaewahn is already ready to end the line. " I'll call you later? "
And Seokjin should tell Jae about this mess- yes, his gonna admit to himself that his love life is a mess and Seokjin is too confused actually, his mind and heart are telling him different things.
" okay " Seokjin hope Jaewhan bought his lie of his whereabouts, the brunet had swallowed his guilt and ends the call, the world is too cruel to him, he just wants to move on.
Why. After all this time?
As if it could get anymore worse, the door opens and Namjoon came walking to his side and asking if his okay.
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