I tried dieting again, it never worked. I kept trying more and more, it still never worked. So I made the biggest mistake, and I decided to starve myself.
I started looking up things like "Starving for a month" and got into it. A short while after, I decided to join Twitter's eating disorder community. It pushed me to work on myself. I would see what others were eating, how many calories they've burnt, etc.
I've joined a variety of challenges. I would limit my calorie intake and work my butt off if I passed even by 1 calorie. It was never a good idea. I always felt like fainting, I couldn't focus at school, or do anything for that matter.
I thought Twitter wasn't enough, so I decided to join Tumblr. Big mistake.
Tumblr isn't like Twitter, not even a bit. A lot of Tumblr users encourage eating disorders and make us feel very miserable with ourselves. I would get on everyday and night, reading meanspo and feeling worse about myself by the second. I never knew the meaning of happy.
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Starving
Non-Fictiona short story about my eating disorder. i am in NO WAY pro anything! writing based on my life, and i'll continue as my life grows with my anorexia. ps. if you're dealing with an eating disorder, or think you're getting into one, DO NOT IGNORE IT. G...
