I wish you would have never became my friend.
I can't remember exactly how it happened, but I know you sat behind me.
You once told me the jacket I was wearing looked good.
You jokingly said it'd look better on your floor.
You said the same thing to Chosen.
You tried out for the play.
When you grabbed the packet I smiled.
Do you remember what I said?
I said:
"That's gay, boys don't do plays."
"Oh shut up Jack. You're the gayest on at this school" You said chuckling before leaving.
That chuckle.
Fuck.
You got in.
You got in the play.
It was great.
It was fun.
Do you remember the day I told you I liked you?
"Please Ellie! Just go tell Finn!"
She laughed at me.
"Okay okay!"
She ran up to you, and I ran off.
After awhile she walked up to me again and said.
"Yeah, he said he could tell."
I smiled widley.
The next day at lunch I asked you about it.
You said you had feelings for me.
I told you I liked you too!
We agreed to remain friends for now.
Friends.
Just friends.
God, I wish we were just friends.
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My Dearest, Finn
RomanceMy Dearest, Finnlard... (Okay okay. Before we start the last two chapters have a trigger warning for self harm and sucide and one for the chapter nine for homophobic slurs. This was based off of something that recently happened to me, but obviously...
