Jungkook felt the soft breeze hit his face as he stared up at the night sky, the curtain that was pitch black. Despite it's eerie darkness it was littered with those clusters of stars, staring at Jungkook with all it's beauty. His pouty lips formed a smile. They seemed to catch his breath as the chill breeze softly blew his dark brown locks of hair. His hands in the pockets of his jacket.
The electric lights always seemed to lighten his path that was dull and full of gloom. He sat on down and crossed his legs, his chin resting on his palm.
"Mom i've thinking about where my life is going." He sighed watching the sequin- silver rays of lights. "I know you didn't raise me like this." He ran his fingers through his hair as only the gusts of winds could be heard through the utter silence of the busy town. "I need directions mom, I don't know where i'm going. I was hoping the stars would guide me but all they do is stare."
Jungkook looked down at his lap feeling his heart tingle with pain. "C-can't you just be with me mom?" I'm missing you."
He bit on his lips and clenched his fists holding back those tears that were going to fall. After all those nights of making dirty cheap love, he would cry himself too sleep. The pleasure only made him forget the pain, but the pain was drifting back at this moment and all he wanted was a mindless fuck. It seemed so cheap of him, but it's how he learnt to deal with it. "I shouldn't let myself feel happiness, it's all a lie." he mumbled.
He was waiting for guidance, for someone to finally pick him up from this emotional turmoil he was in. The more as days passed, the more he felt as if he was going deeper into the void. I mean that's where his life was going. Instead of it being covered by brightness, there was only empty nameless shadows. Those shadows were the demons hidden inside him, they never seemed to leave. They sat there at he back of his mind, with those taunting voices that would only come out to play at the darkest of night. When he wasn't occupied and was alone.
"Mom, when will I find my star?" He whispered looking up at the blackness that consumed the sky, that illuminated his darkness. His eyes squinted as he saw a shooting star in the distance, the glimmer of light as his lips parted at the beauty. It was surreal.
"It's beautiful isn't it?" He heard a low husky voice behind him.
Jungkook nodded as he clinged onto the edges of his jacket. He could feel soft breaths beside him as a dirty blonde sat down next to him looking up at the majestic view. Taehyung looked up in wonder whilst jk studied his face and chuckled a little at his cuteness. The ravenette rested his head on the male's broad shoulders. "It is." He simply uttered before they both sat there in the silence that arose them. Although it was more of a comforting silence where he felt something bubbling inside him, but he couldn't figure out quite what it was. The warmness radiating from the male made him feel at ease. As if his simple touch melted him away from his thoughts, that coldness leaving his heart at that instant.
"What are you doing here, Jungkook?" The male asked breaking the silence.
"Isn't it ovbious, I like looking at the stars." Jungkook replied.
"You sure like looking at me as well." He giggled softly making Jungkook cheeks flush light pink at the remark, Taehyung ovbiously noticed him staring.
"I found it surprising though, I expected to hear those damn moans tonight, so I come up here and I find you." Taehyung huffed.
"I already told you it's not my problem." The ravenete rolled his eyes and sprang up to his feet. "I'll get going." Jungkook waved, he turned his heel leaving the dirty blonde on the balcony.
He took out his phone and dialed the number of a specific female.
"Can you come over tonight?"
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A/N :} I wnna die @ the bottom of a pit rn
