Prologue
She was everything a girl wanted to be, she had everything a boy wanted in a girl and on a girl, and she had everything everybody wanted but there was some things she wanted to have something almost everybody had but she didn’t it was…a realfamily, trust in other people, hope that it would come, to be loved by another, and strength in herself. Those things were things she never had growing up. Yet in everybody’s eyes she was perfect but in her eyes she was far from it. Even though she had everything now she is never happy. Though growing up was hard enough she never once cracked a real smile to anyone but the ones she did show they were never real just smiles to make everyone else happy and to think she was fine. She was Natasha well that’s what everybody else thought. Nobody really knew the real Natasha. She wanted to be somebody else, somebody who didn’t have everything anymore she wanted her old life back but she knew if she wanted that life back it would be like selling her soul back to the devil. Maybe she wants to go back to that terrible life that was the life she always had for almost 15 years ago or maybe the life she has now is the life meant for her. Who knows except for Natasha.
