you but no me

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       * Lilly's POV *
I stoped crying and got up with Emma, looked at her and smiled and said "let's go" and we went. That's when I saw Lewis he said "hey baby, what's this bitch doing with you?" I frowned and said "I'm done with this shit" as I walked up to him and kicked in the middle part. "Don't you dare try to talk to me and Emma ever again" I said forgetting that Emma was next to me. "Lewis!" Emma said running to him " No,  fuck off you and your crazy ass friend." He said then Emma dropped to her knees and started crying. I was so mad I kneed him in the face, and picked up Emma and left not caring it was the middle of the day.
         *at home *

* still Lilly's POV *

After I cleaned Emma we lead down on the bed, with her in my arms hearing her breath slow down showing that she was asleep. I sighed knowing that I can't have her or that I have to let her go  I then cried a little but did not make a sound to wake her up. I loved her so much I'm tearing  my self apart, 'she will never like a girl like me' I thought  I let out a small sob then tightly hugged her but not to tight to hurt her. 'Pathetic ' ' useless ' 'ugly' ' kill your self all ready ' ' no one would care ' I kept thinking no, I have to be here, for her. I looked down and kissed her forhead "good night my love" I said and with that I feel asleep next to her, my one and only Emma.

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