Beautiful Disaster

Breaking the Curse

"I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy hysterical
I'm waiting for some kind of miracle
Waited so long
So long"

Getting closer to my home town, I think back on how I started yup come out of my own shell, at least outside of school. I began seeking love, in all the wrong places, maybe, but still seeking that companionship.

Devin was my confidant in those matters. He would tell me if they were meeting his approval for me. He wanted my what was best for me, like any sibling wants what's best for younger sibling even though we were about the same age. My lifestyle didn't bother him as he got used to it very quickly.

Sufficed to say he would go into hysterics if the potential suitor didn't meet his approval and I chose tho ignore it, on more than one occasion, I might add. In the meantime, I would be looking out for the right girl that might help him change his mind about his opinion of himself. Some sort of miracle to "break the curse" he was in. But that miracle never came.