IN A MINUTE (2017)

xi.

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the innocence of your first love.
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i am almost disgusted at the idea
of having a child.
how could you be so selfish
to bring such an innocent life
into such a cruel and morbid
world?
i am disgusted at the idea of
my daughter or son
experiencing their first real
heartbreak and finding it hard to
cope
with the idea of love ever again.
they fell in love once while
their innocence was still
there and
after that, they never take
it as serious as they once did.
despite them being so young,
their first heartbreak will
be the worst.
they will never be prepared for
that feeling
where its similar to your stomach
or heart being ripped out at the
same time.
i am disgusted at the idea
of bringing a child in this world
for them to expect so much out of
such a beautiful
bright green planet
however only death
despair
and sadness coming from
it.