IN A MINUTE (2017)

xvii.

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permanent.
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baby you dont even understand im learning to stop hurting

NOT ONLY

other people but myself and i cant stop failing at doing things that i try

SO HARD

to accomplish and for a person who writes this type of thing you would expect for me to be saying that my friends are asking

IF IM OKAY

but that shit will never happen, on my life, on my mothers life, on my brothers life and on my bestfriend's

SACRED PRECIOUS

life because if only you could guess i'm that daughter, i'm that sister, i'm that friend who will

ALWAYS

be okay and there will always be a trait in me where i think expressing my depressing emotions is dramatic and sometimes i like to say

FUCK DRAMATIC

and ill cry in my room to some soft music but do not expect me to be emotional, i will never

ROMANTICIZE ROMANCE

and it just frightens me and sometimes people hate me for that reason and its all okay because i

HATE MYSELF TOO

sometimes and you're wondering if im okay while reading this and yeah i'm telling you i'm fine because as much as i would

LOVE

for this to be my last poem, i will never do that to my mother, my brother, or even my bestfriend because i

AM THAT DAUGHTER, THAT SISTER, THAT BESTFRIEND WHO WILL ALWAYS BE OKAY.