[C] Sweet Lies - Park Chanyeol

FOURTEEN - I Love You

"Soojin." Chanyeol beamed.

"Hyun Soojin!" He increases the volume of his voice and octave higher.

"What?" Soojin replied with a crack voice. She cried silently since they enter Chanyeol's car at the hospital after the confirmation from their doctor just now.

"Stop crying. You look ugly." He said.
Chanyeol wanted to calm her down but he don't know how and what to do. He was never in a relationship before so that explains why he is so stiff in this matter.

"What do yog feel Chanyeol?" Soojin removed the tears in her both cheeks with the back of her both palms.

"I felt nothing." He replied. "Why Soojin? Do you hate the baby?" He asked Soojin.

"I feel sad for him. I don't want him!" She replied and her tears roll down more after she spoke.

"Why you don't want him? He is my child! I want you to keep him. I can take care of him if you don't want him!" His bass voice thundered in the car. Chanyeol make a left turn to their house. He parked his car and went out leaving Soojin in the car alone. Crying her heart out.

Even after two hours later, Soojin still does not enter the house. That makes Chanyeol worried.

"Hyun Soojin, why are you being like this? Its 10pm already. You don't even eat anything yet. For God sake you are pregnant now. Please take care of the baby!" Chanyeol nagged to the air.

He went out to where he parked his car 2 hours ago on their porch. He approached the side seat that Soojin sit.

"Stop crying you moron! Atleast think about your baby! He needs food to survive!" Chanyeol scoled her.

"Let me be here. You just want him. You don't even care about me or about my health." Soojin replied with a low tone of voice that made Chanyeol sighs.

Chanyeol went to her and place his hands on the back of her leg and on her shoulder. He lift her up from her seat. Chanyeol then enter the house with Soojin in his arm.

While Soojin, she is still crying her heart out silently.

Chanyeol place Soojin on a chair in the kitchen and took the food in front of him. He feeds her with the food that he prepared just now.

"Eat. Don't be too stubborn!" Chanyeol said in his low tone voice.

Soojin slowly open her mouth and eat the food that Chanyeol feed her in silent. When she finished the food, Chanyeol hand her a cup of fresh orange and she gulp it down her throat.

After she finished her food, Chanyeol stand up from his seat and lift her up once again and bring her to their room. He put her down on their bed. Chanyeol then seat himself on the corner of the bed and put his both hand trapping Soojin's body on the bed. His face went near to Soojin's.

"Do you hate the fact that you are carrying my baby that much?" Chanyeol asked and look at Soojin deep in her eyes. He wanted an honest answer.

"I pittied him. I don't want my child to be born in a broken family. You don't love me and you expect you can love my child?" She asked in her shaky low voice. Soojin look at Chanyeol in his eyes not wanting to look anywhere else since Chanyeol is only in his short pants since he pick her up from the car.

"We can take care of the baby together." He replied.

Soojin shake her head. "I don't want the baby to live in a broken family without the family beside him." She cried.

"I am here to take care of him." Chanyeol replied and remove the strand of Soojin's hair to the back of her ear to get a better view of her face. But that made he stunned there. With the help of the night lamp, he can clearly see how beautiful Soojin is. How her round eyes looks so sparky, how her small nose is red in colour now due to her crying state, how her parted lips now looked red and a little bit swollen. He gulp his saliva to control his hormones.

"Oh God, this woman is seducing me. Please help me!" His heart said out loud and only his head can hear that voice. He bring his both hands to his hair and rub them harshly.

"But you still don't love me. I can't afford that to happened." She replied.

"I can try." He said.

"After 9 months Chanyeol. You wanted to try it because of I'm carrying your child in my womb. You don't love me. You are being greedy. You are just afraid if I might abort your child right?" Soojin said and get up from her laying state. She faced Chanyeol.

"You are just the same Soojin. How about you then? Do you love me? I bet you don't." Chanyeol said and his face went serious.

"Do not put me in the same level with you. I already did that even on the first week of our marriage. I already gave my heart fully to you. Do you think I will allow you to kiss me if I don't love you? Do you think I will just let you like that? I love you even you acted cold towards me. I love you even you always scold me. I am stupid to love you when I can clearly see you don't even have the gut to try to love me or take care of me." She said.

Chanyeol went stunned. His heart went dugeun dugeun. It felt like it will jump out from his body anytime soon.

"You...you... yo...u... lo...ve me??" He stuttered.

"Hell yes Park Chanyeol. Get up. I'll take my shower now." Soojin said and pushed Chanyeol away from her body and stand straight. She went stright to the bathroom before shutting the door close.

"She...she... love me? Am I dreaming?" Chanyeol asked himself.
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Hello readers 👋 👋
Sorry for not updating for more than 2 week I think? I just sneak some of my time from my hectice schedule to update this cause I'm too stress out right now. I have to submit my thesis this Monday before lunch hour but still got lots of things to be correct. And I got a sport event tomorrow for my club. Urghh why do I need to be one of the MT for that club. And I freakin being the of the programme for our dinner on 21st December. I don't even know if I can celebrate my birthday (chhh like people will remember your birthday. Keep dreaming girl! 🙄🙄) on the 20th since I got my Mandarin roleplay and Law test on that day 😭😭😭😭

171216 Sport Day Fiesta
171218 Submission of Academic Project Report (Thesis)
171219 submission of Entrepreneurship report and poster
171220 Law Test and Mandarin Roleplay (my birthday sob sob 😔😔)
171221 Finance Test and Annual Dinner
171222 FINALLY FREE AND DONE FOR MY SEMESTER 5 ! CANT WAIT TO FINISH SEMESTER 6 AND DONE WITH DEGREE LIFE FOR GOOD !!!!

Ups! My author's note turns out to be this long. Heheheh mianhae 😂😂