I couldn’t pretend everything was fine and exactly the way it was before.
Hindi kami nag-usap, for almost one month. Mahirap pa din ang sitwasyon ko. masakit pa din yung pain na nararamdaman ko.
And I don’t think how to start again ..
For both of us who were practically inseparable, that was like eternity.
Every time I see him, I ducked into corners. Hindi ko rin sinasagot ang mga tawag niya.
I wouldn’t see him.
And for some time hate was my reason for getting up in the morning, for breathing, for living.
In short,
Hate and I became good friends.
