My Mind And Other Dark Places

My Biggest Dilemma

In my heart,
And in my mind,
I know I need to socialize,
But whenever I do,
It becomes physically draining,
And that's all because of how much of a faker I am,

I fake I am okay,
I fake that I am happy,
I fake that I feel fine at school all the time,
Nothing is enough to cure it,

I am alone with my emotions,