Insider || Joey birlem

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Lots of people didn't understand how upset joey got when I told him I had to go back with my dad. Apparently he hadn't been active on anything all week and that's not my fault.

I walk bring my suitcase to the door and walk to the car. I wanted to show joey some love before I left cause I know he's dreading.

***

I walk in the house and everything was a mess. I walked in the room because my guess was that he's asleep.

'Babe..?' I walk into the bedroom.

No one. I remembered I needed to grab my jacket I had left and t opened the closet. I started to cry. There he was. Hanging. I got him down and called 91- since he still had a pulse.

***

'It's ok, stop crying' Aaron said to me as a bawled my eyes on into his shoulder. Everyone else was out on tour and Aaron was all I had. Of course joeys family was there but we're not as tight as we used to be.

'Birlems may go see joey'

Jess walked over to me 'you can go see him first honey'

I nodded and wiped my tears and went into his hospital room. I just hugged him for a while.

'Joey dont ever do that to me'

'I'm sorry...'

'Joey I am really nothing without you.'

I started to cry again because of the look on his face and he hugged me.

'It's alright baby. I'm okay now'

I look down. Knowing I still have to tell him that we have to break up.

'What's wrong ky?..'

'I..'

'You what? Just tell me'

'We...w-we have to break up..'

'..why?'

'I'm gonna be in Chicago joey..'

'We can work out a long distance thing we just-'

I tear streamed down my eye 'I cant joey..he won't let me'

'So is he supposed to just control your life!'

'No I-'

' this is why I'm likes this kylie. Not because they think I'm depressed. It all came from you fucking lying to me! This right now is all your fucking fault. Tell the truth sometimes and maybe it won't go this far.'

'Joey I didn't make you do anything this is all what you chose to do!'

'Right cause you blame everything on everyone fucking else'

'IM NOT BLAMING ANYTHING ON YOU'

'WELL THEN WHY ARE YOU STILL HERE IF THATS IT. HUH? WERE OVER, LEAVE.'

I nod my head and everyone hears the fuss and comes inside. I start to cry again and I walk to the door

'I love you..'

'Yeah well..go catch your flight kylie.'

I shake my head and walk to my dads car.

'It didn't go well..?'

'No. You were right about him...He doesn't love me.'

I cried all the way to the airport. I cried on the plane. And I cried on the way home. I loved that boy for so long. But maybe he just doesn't love me.

Everything has and end date. Today was the end date to my relationship with joey birlem. The boy that I though was the love of my life.