MELTDOWN _Data Loss_ [Book 2 in the CVo002rIn Series] (SLOW UPDATES)

Chapter 1: Logging In.

Login: Rin_Kagamine.02.VOCALOID.CV02

. . . Date: 6/9 8:10 P.M.

Log-File.Save/Rin_Rin_V02_CV02

Load: [ Yes ] [ No ]

/command/Yes_Rin_Rin_V02_CV02.0101010100110

_Now Entering, file data.load data.save commence_

                                -.Begin.-

Shouldn't I be happy by now? I mean, it's been a long time already. I've already graduated from school... I won't be in Mr. Kamui's class anymore… Ah, yeah, hey I'm Rin Kagamine, but just Rin is okay. You might know me as the electric singer from Vocaloid, CV02, or just Rin. You know my ‘twin/mirror image’? His name is Len? About five feet tall, crazy blond hair and ponytail? Looks like a girl sometimes? Yeah, that’s him, and he wasn’t always here. Wait, you might get the wrong idea, I mean to say he wasn’t ever on my side of the mirror until earlier this year when he had appeared mysteriously and we took him in. He had always existed as my reflection in the mirror. Always. And I was so happy the minute I picked up my phone and heard his voice.

I should be happy, right? But no, I only now experience even more pain and sorrow. No… the word is more like loneliness. I feel empty inside, as if half of me is gone and I will never get it back. I can’t even describe it fully, ha-ha, how USELESS is that?

I jerked up screaming then stopped and just let out a dry sob. My life was pointless; yes… that’s what it was… Or maybe just extremely worthless? So worthless I tried to harm myself in more ways then you’re able to count? Alright, you must be confused. And exactly why am I confining all of this to you? Just a laptop? Well, because nobody would understand otherwise, and I want people to know that I wasn’t insane, or crazy.

I heard a thud and a groan as Len toppled off his side of the bed.

"Why did you...?" I saw his lovely blue eyes peeking over the side of the bed, staring at me questionably. But he didn't understand me either. Especially Len, he was supposed to understand... was supposed to... but he doesn't I thought bitterly and dug my nails into the feathery pillow.

"Rin?" I heard him say my name, lingering a little so it would sound longer. "What's wrong?" He climbed back up onto his half of our bed. I hugged the pillow and refused to meet his eyes, "You wouldn't understand," I murmured, "Nobody does and most likely never will understand it." I spoke in my normal voice then, "Bad dream, bad feelings." That was all I said as he wrapped his arms around me and my head was pressed against his chest as he hugged me in the brotherly way. Brotherly way, my conscious spat.

I remember how awkward it had been at first when he first came and it was decided we'd share a bedroom since we were practically brother and sister. He had always had a confused look among his eyes; it was less now but still lingered faintly, mocking me, deep down in the recesses of his eyes and mind. I sighed; life was difficult without a doubt.

Nothing could be easy for a Kagamine; I should know this by now. Yet I still wish that somehow Len would remember our times together. But no, all recollection of our life together was gone. Lost forever floating around beyond the mind. Never, ever returning to him.

I wanted to scream. But I couldn't...

"Len... how do you feel?" I asked him after he let go.

Len blinked, "Feel? Well I am still a tiny bit confused; everybody seems to expect me to know something ...to react suddenly. But I don't know what, and I can't remember anything, I really swear." I looked into his face and didn't see the face of a liar.