Summer solstice

Fall To Pieces

Fall To Pieces

"Werewolves!" I said in total disbelief as I paced in front of Edward. I had no right to choose whom Bella surrounded herself with this I knew but these were werewolves we were talking about here. And she had no idea at all. Yet she was about to go gallivanting off into the woods with them. And some were still cubs! I felt a strange sense of calm come over me and I turned suddenly to the door, glaring at Jaclyn. "Don't you try and calm me down. She's running off with wolves."

Jaclyn of course ignored me as she moved swiftly inside and to Edward's side. I needed to focus. I needed to see Bella and her future, to ensure that she wouldn't be harmed but every time I tried to see Saturday I got nothing. "Those dirty mutts muck up my vision. I can see nothing." I groaned frustrated and flopped down into a chair. I was so angry I didn't even want to break my anger to look at Emmett and Rosalie. He was laughing and grinning from ear to ear, finding amusement with my angst. I was going to kill him if I had the chance. The calm came again. I knew I was pushing Jaclyn to her limits, forcing her to keep me calm like this.

"So what exactly is going on right now?" Rosalie asked me or Edward or anyone who would give her answers. She lived in such ignorant bliss sometimes but if she didn't I could only imagine how horribly she'd fail. It was Edward who cleared his throat, his eyes focused on the door as Carlisle and Esme walked in. I should of known my yelling would of attracted the whole family in. I sighed and hit my head against the table as soft as I could. Esme was fond of it. I just waited for Edward to take over.

He moved from his seat and allowed Jaclyn to take his spot. Standing behind her, Edward lovingly put his hands on her shoulders. "It seems that Bella is friends with the Quiletes on the reservation. Alice is uncomfortable with Bella, what was the word, gallivanting off?" He gave me a look. His humor wasn't necessary at the moment. Getting what my glare meant he continued, "Anyway, Alice doesn't want Bella running off into the woods with the wolves. She's a little unhappy."

Rosalie huffed and I turned to her. What did she think I was just randomly yelling about wolves. I was planning on saying something but she beat me to the punch so to speak, "This is dangerous Alice. So dangerous not just for us but for her. Running around with vampires and werewolves isn't something humans can handle." I wanted to say something in response but she was right.

"Alice, you proved me wrong by showing you could be strong enough to be around her and that's good, that's good for all of us but is she strong enough to be around you?" Rosalie's words stung, mostly because she had never been so right before.

"That isn't fair Rose. Don't guilt Alice." Edward said, shooting to my defense of course. "She feels something for Bella, should we not support her?" I expected Rose to make a mockery out of Edward's words, that was what she did but it was Carlisle who spoke up.

"Do you have feelings for Bella?" He asked me, his voice tender and caring. Of course he was more concerned about me, that was my father for you. I looked from Edward to Carlisle and finally let out a small nod, "Yes but I don't know what kind of feelings."

He was silent. They all were. Leave it up to me to mess with the balances of things. Why couldn't I have just fallen in love with a vampire huh? The second I thought it I shut my eyes tight for a moment before turning to Edward. His eyes were wide with shock but what could I say? I had seen it in a vision, a vision I could no longer let come true. I held my hands up and stood, "Rose is right thought.

"She is?" came the chorus of Edward, Jaclyn and Esme followed with an "I am?" by Rosalie her. I let out a small chuckle before focusing in on the awful truth. "Rosalie was right about putting Bella in danger but I'm also putting all of us in danger. What if I did end up with Bella? Carlisle you know what the options would be and if I did change her, I'd break the treaty with the wolves and bring war upon us." I had to stop for a moment to get myself together. "There are far too many dangers with me being involved with Bella Swan. It must end."