Jinhwan's grip around his wrist became looser as they entered the small apartment on the second floor. His "friend" closed the door with a smooth kick and took off his jacket to throw it on the coathanger, toes working on his shoes to get rid of them. Before running to his bedroom to do who knows what, he smiled at him and let out a small : "Please, take your ease." before leaving his visitor in the hallway, whom was seemingly lost.
However, his eyes quickly darted around to take a look at the new environment and he couldn't help but feel a bit stressed about the turn taken by the events. He'd waited for this day to come for almost two years now, but now that it was happening, he felt like running away without a second thought. He hardly swallowed the lump forming in his throat and decided to take of his coat, putting it timidly next to Jinhwan's and trying to ignore the fear mixed with excitation slowy growing in the middle of his body. He kneeled down to unlaced his usual Converses and got up just at the moment Jinhwan came out of the room, all teeth showing in a warm smile. His heart melted.
*
2 years ago : First year of college
He was sitting under a tree to hide himself from the beating sunbeams and sneak inspiration in his surrounding to write down some lyrics for his monthly project. His page remained blank for a whole hour and his back had started to feel sore when a tiny frame caught his eyes. The boy was indeed cute with his curly caramel hair and his fair white skin, but absolutely not Hanbin's type. He liked them manlier with a strong and fierce aura, visible muscles but not too much .. Nothing like the student in front of him in fact. By the way, this one was struggling with holding all the cartons boxes against his narrow chest, not really sure where to put his feet because he could barely see ahead of him with only the top of his head peeking behind the mountain of rolled posters, but before he could have made a move to help him in his charitable mood, another figure popped out of nowhere to pick up a few boxes from the other's arms. Hanbin lost all use of his brain when he saw him ; it was love at the first sight.
*
Kim Jiwon, or Bobby as he liked to be called, was the proper embodiment of Hanbin's hottest dreams. A taut body, hot smile, sexy voice, god like features and innate talent for rapping .. The jackpot.
*
It didn't take him long to have his fantasies crashed like a sand-castle deceived by the waves.
The lollipop he was chewing on dropped to the floor at the exact moment his eyes met the sight of his soon-to-be-boyfriend-if-he-dared-to-ask joyfully groping some ass, tongue slid between two painted full lips.
He clearly heard his heart shattered into pieces as the humming birds let out soft giggles. F*cking giggles.
Suddenly, he felt a strange warmth covering his elbow and as he drew his eyes down to the source, he saw his small hand, so baby-like, and his voice resounded through the mist of his mind, so angelic-like.
"I had the same reaction the first time."
*
They became friends.
*
When they came back school from Christmas holidays, Jinhwan had recovered his natural hair color, straight jet black hair, and Hanbin swore he'd never thought someone could be this beautiful. Like, really beautiful.
*
Back to present :
Jinhwan had never been something more than friendly to Hanbin, so when they kissed an hour ago at the café, the younger felt his head spinning around like a merry-go-round, butterflies bumping against his stomach's walls and his heart ready to leave his chest. Surprised was definitively an understatement to describe his mental state.
He didn't even know how he managed to follow Jinhwan until his apartment .. most probably thanks to the autopilot mode then.
Before he could have realized, he was dragged by soft lips gently caressing his to sit on the couch. With a swift movement, Jinhwan ended up sitting on his lap, arms wrapped around his neck and knees from either side of his thights. Hanbin responded to the kiss, and the small moans he earned from the older filled his heart with self-satisfaction. On the other side, when his shaking hands landed on the other's hips, he heard a soft chuckle against his mouth. The smaller put a small distance between their chests, smile never leaving his flawless face.
"Is it your first time ?"
A single nod was enough for Jinhwan to understand the delicate situation Hanbin was in. How it was scary but addicting for him at the same time, how he was inevitably pushed back because of the unknown but also constantly attracted to it as well ..
He ran a careful hand through Hanbin's hair, and the younger gave in the touch, bringing Jinhwan closer again to hide his nose in the crook of his neck.
"That's ok .. I want it to be with you."
" .. We'll take it slow."
*
He interwined their fingers as he began to rock faster and harder. It was good, really good. Jinhwan's voice cracked from his too numerous pleads, seductively reaching his ears. Hanbin liked it, he really did.
*
Few months later :
Bobby was going through Hanbin's newest lyrics with a serious expression. His left ankle was on top of his right knee, back heavy against the armchair. His right hand was playing with the skin of his chin and his right eyebrow was raised, like whenever he was focused. Out of the blue, in the silence of the studio, he spoke up.
"I don't know how you do that with your lyrics, it's almost like you've lived it for real everytime I read them. When we first met, it was all about love at the first sight, unrequired love and heartbreaks, then you passed to soft love with dreamed girlfriends and dates, and now that ? Sex under the moonlight at the beach ? You always impress me, Hanbin. Good job." He received a pat on the shoulder as Bobby stood up to leave.
"Don't forget to inform me when you find this hot chick, 'k ? Sounds fun."
When the wooden door clicked as a sign it was really closed, Hanbin let out a relieved sigh and carefully moved his chair from the front of the cabinet and spined around to open it. Jinhwan came out of it, red still lingering on his cheeks as a blush and on his neck as hickeys, shirt unbutonned and belt undone. The cabinet was actually so small he didn't have the chance to move at all. Hanbin munched on his lower lip at the sight of his adorable boyfriend and thought during a second about taking things back from where they left them just before Bobby knocked onto the studio's door. He had had to adopt a really weird position to hide his bulge and he didn't want to waste it now. Luckily for him, the older quickly regained his previous position ; the top of his lap, his all time favorite, and their hungry lips met again.
A few minutes into the kiss and they parted, short on oxygen. Jinhwan looked at him with a sneaky smile, arms as ever wrapped around his neck.
"I think your next song is going to include a making out session in your studios, honey."
Certainly, if his muse wanted him to.
