I mean, I have the hottest best friend in the world. And seeing him at the red carpet makes me soo happy but at the same time soo damn jealous.
He is living his dream, but I know that sooner or later our ways will part and both of us will have to continue to walk down the road all alone.
My jealousy is present because everytime when he is at some event I know that he'll meet some girl who is much prettier than me and who will steal his heart.
To me he is more than just a best friend. He is my friend since I know for myself. Sometimes I think that I first got to know him and then myself. He is the one who can make me smile even when I fell like my whole life is tearing apart. And I love him but as the time go by, I love more that just a friendship love. But I could never afford myself addmiting him my feelings. Losing him in any way would crash me.
I was laying in my bed when someone rang the door bell. I jumped since it was 10 pm, I mean who the hell is at this time.
I came to the door only to see Tom. He smiled as he saw me and brought me in a bear hug.
"What are you doing here?" I asked as I closed the door. He proceeded in the living room and yeah, he knows this flat just as much as I know.
"Visiting my best friend." he cheekly said.
"Visit at 10pm?" I asked rasing my eyebrow.
"Okay, we need to talk." he said siting down on the couch and quickly I joined him too.
"Okay." I said a little bit terrifed.
"I found someone." he spilled out and I was taken back. My mouth was closed and how hard I was trying to say something, nothing came out. Not a single word.
" I love her. She is everything in my life." He said with a smile on his face. I took a deep breath and forced my face into a fake smile.
"Sh-She is a happy girl." Somehow I managed to construct a sentence.
"But you don't understand. I really love her." He said and I got up trying not to break down infront of him.
"I get it. Okay. I get it, Tom." I said raising my voice.
"But I really do (y/n)." He said as he followed me.
"Great for you. Go for her, tell her what you've just told me." I said on a verse of tears.
"But I just did." He said smiling. I looked at him completely confused.
"What are you talking about?" I asked.
"I told you that I love you, you idiot." Tom said as he came closer to me.
"Wh-what?" I asked trying not to run to the conclusion.
"I am madly in love with you. And I know you are in love with me. But we are just so bloody blind to see. All this bloody time it is infront of us." He said as he was standing only inches aways from me.
"Just bloody kiss me." I said and in a matter of seconds Tom's lips were on mine and it felt like they are made for eachothers.
Heeey guys,
I am baaack. How are you?
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